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I have fetishes. I like to be dominated but no one has truly been able to do it..i suspect its because im young and have never been with a man who has been able to control me. Trust me, i've tried but im snarkey and most men are too afraid to hurt me because i would hurt them (im not big, im only 5'0. I was just taught to be a boss and I certainly act like it). But they don't understand that i love it wen it hurts too much. sigh. Getting into the community is better then trying to get my partners into bdsm (which hasn't worked out for me). Other than that im in college and enjoy educating myself on an assortment of different topics. Sex & college is really my life for the time being. I'm also interested in educating myself in an array of different things before I get into anything serious. If you're going to contact me and expect to start some kind of romantic bullshit please know that i'm not aroused by anyone under 5'8. Height is a kink. Age should stay lets say under 45(Look, I'm just turning 20 ok? Twice as old as me just isn't my thing. Perfect dom is like 28-40 years old) and looks mean almost nothing to me. I have many tattoo's and a tongue piercing. My hair is long specifically because I like it to be pulled. I'm not interested in being completely disrespected like some rag doll who only exists to serve. I exist, I don't want to feel permanently hollow or depressed because someone is mistreating me and makes me feel like I don't matter to anyone at all. A few hours/days/weeks of that sure, but ALL the time? Surely not. A mix of pain/pleasure and hurt/comfort is what i'm looking for. Please don't contact me if you cant make the distinction. I'm also not relocating, no one night stands, no angry messages expecting me to do what you say. Be sensible people.
allysa
 
 Age: 28
 Oakland, California