slaves writing
as the days go on i cant help but be placed back to when i was looking for My Master. Looking for a sister-slave isnt all that easy. No one seems serious even if they say they are. i am reminded how many men would message me, how many men were serious. So if you are "serious" then here it is You have to be able to relocate, it wouldnt be right away and if you needed help we would help to a point after getting to know you.
Children
If you have children think about them as well , make sure you are legally allowed to take them out of the state with you, as well DO NOT LEAVE THEM BEHIND if it comes to this then YOU CANT MOVE. i am a slave and even if you want no control you should still put them first your time will come. They are more than welcome in O/our home, but just remember how they will react in a home where a slave is not permitted clothes, not allowed on the furniture, etc.
Lying
it is a waste of time for yourself and for U/us. just dont do it because if you do get out here and have lied your way, I guess you will have to find some one else to lie to, to get back home.
Competition?
really this will not be a competition of who is better , prettier, thinner, can get Masters attention. we will be equals. My trust in My Master is great enough to accept someone else to come into the home. Dont think by coming into the home he will choose you over me and i will be gone. As soon as you think this is as soon as you will be gone. There will be equal time between us, to go out with Master as well as go out with one another and shop, walk, eat, etc.
My experience Relocating
I relocated to California with a child from Wi. I was scared, nervous and excited. When it came to talks of moving i didnt think he was serious and i even had to talk to my room mate. things were just to stressful i didnt know if i was making a clear desicion. my job was horrible , i was tired all the time because of the hours and times i worked, family was always in my business which i am all about privacy to an extent, and i just was struggling to make ends meet no matter what. On top of it my room mate was looking to move back home to WA. After talking to her, Master bought all three of us plane tickets seeing as my car well was falling apart and i personally didnt have faith it would make it. I first went through my bills and things i needed to cancel which wasnt much so i know how much money I would have at the end of the month. My family was supportive for the most part and really made things alot easier. Because moving my things was not going to be an easy task. I started packing up things my son and i wouldnt need but that could be gone without for two weeks. i mailed out 7 boxes of clothes, bedding, toys, a few of my sons dishes, bathroom items, and misc. As the apartment became emptier the realization still didnt sink. My Last week was the hardest. On Sunday, I had a Family dinner with part of my family, On Monday I had plans with my roommate, Tuesday I had a going away party with our coworkers, wednesday i went and visited my grandfather and said my final goodbyes to him, thursday we had everything packed and moved everything out of the apartment except for our bags that were going on the plane ,we went to the emergency clinic because i seemed to be getting a worse head cold, and couldnt talk found out i had a sinus infection. we then spent the night at the campground by my mom, Friday we picked up our checks from work, picked up our bags and turned in the keys, went to the store to get last few items, went to breakfast and got rid of my car to the buyer,mom picked us up and we went back to the campground. My neice was at the pool and slipped and cracked her head open mom rushed her to the emergency room, she was suppose to take us to the airport but had a family friend take us. From there on it was like a dream. I was and still am afraid to fly and couldnt believe i was doing it. and with my son i had never been so tired. finally arrived and hugging Master I had the biggest smile. The next day I said goodbye to my roommate as she departed to WA. I cried. but my life with Master had started. Collar was in place, and i was really sick for the first week and Master had told me not continue my birth control before I came so I was having major withdrawals from it. But after everything seemed to fall into place. I have a routine, and now am looking for someone else to share my day with. because sad to say it gets lonely here.
i will definately continue searching as it is what Master and i want. i hope to find someone:)
