7/22/2008 5:30:29 AM: What is the determining factor when searching for a Dominant to own you and for a Dominant to own someone. Is it looks race gender,age or their kinks or your fantacy of what they may do to you? Or do you look for growth stability and chemistry. i try to look to the inside and service what a beautiful thing service is but alas its not about that lately you may be a very good service sub/slave but who will give you the chance to prove it mmmmmmmmm maybe someday i for one can only hope.
7/22/2008 1:06:59 AM:
Fear of the of the unknown that is a very real fear do you just take a leap of faith without knowing what will happen on the word of someone you never met in person. Well i guess some do this everyday in this life but are you a player which some say you are for not taking this leap i ponder this daily. Well just my thoughts would like to hear yours if anyone desires to share but i know some on here dont care to do that they just want to keep it to themselves and dont care to teach and help others that desire to be taught correctly and properly. i myself never want to stop learning how to become a better servant no matter what the cost or what labels people want to put on me .
7/16/2008 1:39:58 PM:
Well today was the day from hell lost my job in Jan and my ex took me back to court and the judgement i signed was upheld so know i get to give her 500 a month which means who could i actually serve if i had to work full time outside of home it wouldnt be fair to the one or ones i did serve now would it. But no that isnt all of it was supposed to leave in a week to meet a great couple and then i find out my unemployment ended which puts me in a finacial bind so i cant go. To all those out there that doesnt think Masters and Mistresses put alot of time and effort into meeting the right sub or slave dont they do they truly do. Not that i am a goody two shoes but please for their sake and yours please make sure that everything is taken care of in your personal life before you waste their time and effort they put into meeting you .No wonder it is so hard to meet good people in our way of life for the disappointments are many. i myself have a deep hurt that i have disappointed them one i hope will heal for them and me but mostly them .
7/9/2008 7:35:46 PM:
life decisons are tough to say the least but the decison to turn your mind,body,soul.and whole being of to the Power of someone else seem to some to be like taking out the trash i know there are many that say this or that and never really mean it but to just say you will do these things without seeing or feeling the chemistry of the ones you are to serve to me is very unfair to all parties concerned but that is probably why there are so many still seeking the ones to serve or the ones to serve them. Time to ponder time to think time to care and feel the true submissiveness you have longed your whole life to feel. The journey is long and the paths are many one can only hope that their path will cross with the one that they are meant to serve and turn their will over to them . At least that is my hope .
7/8/2008 11:03:13 AM:
Just would like to know what others think on this subject . You talk to someone 1 or 2 times via email and before you even get to know anything about them at all the ultimatium is get rid of all your possesions and come here and give up your rights and thoughts in 1 week and become our property now this is just my opinion but isnt that very ufair to all parties concerned , If i am wrong please tell me and i do answer all my mail. Safe,sane,and consentual i was taught been then again your never to old to learn new things,
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7/7/2008 2:40:09 PM [Report Entry] |
| Just a thought someone ought to open up a sub/slave bootcamp where all the Doms/Dommes train sub/slaves to be proper in all aspects of our way of life . Probabaly already is one just havent found it yet. LOL
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7/7/2008 2:31:26 PM [Report Entry] |
| Im having day dreams about night things in the middle of the afternoon . If i dont watch it i know someone will say its corner time for you boy .
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7/3/2008 5:49:07 AM [Report Entry] |
| as all the slaves and submissives are in their quaters they hear the tone of the bell summoning them all tho the dungeon they all scurry to rush to the dimly lit place and assume their positons on the floor their heads down arms outstretched wrists crossed legs behind them crossed at ankles. Off in the distance they hear the footsteps of the Master and Mistress as they make their way to all of the slaves and subs that are there. Standing in front of their servants they each take their crops and instruct the servants of their duties they will preform to prepare for the upcomming party they are having wanting to make sure every detail is taken care of. The servants are so happy that Master and Mistress has summoned them to do thier bidding for it is their desire and longing that the room is perfectly prepared for the event . Master and Mistress instruct we have a week to prepare so it is time to start . All the servants each one with a special task quietly one by one go to Master and Mistress and kiss the boots saying thank you for allowing me this honor to serve you. As Master and Mistress leave there is a buzz around the dungeon as the work has begun. This only the start and we shall make Master and Mistress Proud of our service.
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7/2/2008 6:20:39 PM [Report Entry] |
| I wrote to several to wish the a very Happy and Safe 4th of July and their reply was why fill up our email with such a silly wish welllllllllllll excuse me. This way of life is about respect honor and devotion i was just trying to be respectful is all . WEll anyway i hope everyone has a Funfilled Safe and Sane and Spanking good 4th of July |
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6/28/2008 3:51:16 PM [Report Entry] |
| Ok the time of grieving and feeling sorry for myself is over i dont care what those phsyco doctors say i know the best therapy for me is to get back up on that service horse and start being of service to someone. Even though my job status has changed i am not looking for a free ride willing to work hard serve hard and please hard to anyone that needs and appreciates a good servant. So anyone that wants to take a chance on willing servant seeking a new lease on life please let this one know. Thanks to all and may peace and joy be with you all
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11/3/2007 6:30:42 PM [Report Entry] |
| Hopes run high with anticipation and excitement for there is one out there that really knows what this life that has chosen us is all about its not just the excitement of getting to play but the pleasure and fullfillment you get when you are serving and doing the tasks to make the Mistresses life easier and lighter and she glances at you and you see that sparlke in her eye and the smile on her face and she brushes by you and gives you a little pat on your ass as your doing your cleanining and says good boy how orgasmic is that to me it is a very sensual and rewarding gesture on MLady's part now that is the life .
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10/26/2007 5:13:29 AM [Report Entry] |
| The Sun arises another day and still no sunshine comes my way I know some may call it whinning or begging or whatever they see it as but to me its just letting my feelings out so I dont keep them building up inside so the may not fester and become like a cancer eating away at your soul. To many your just a man looking for a cheap thrill to others your a joke for being kind to people you hardly know but you know what and who you are and to you ownself thine be true. So you go on another day and the sun sets on another unfilling day but you go to bed and know the Sun will arise again another day and just maybe just maybe sunshine will find a way to shine on you this fine autumn day, God gave me the gift of submission and I know my place is to give it away to the one that may pass my way . Hope every one finds their own sunshine to fill their day
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10/12/2007 1:12:49 AM [Report Entry] |
| Does anyone but me read the journals of others or am I just that strange I dont care if they think I am strange for I am who I am a service submissive longing and yearning to do the cleaning and anything it takes to be of service I long for the days that they will be filled with that and what comes with it the Feeling of a Strong Dominate Woman conforming me to meet her desires of dedicated service and a man she can mold to fill you most deepest longings of both service and personal play toy. WIll it ever come true or am I just destined to be searching forever if that is what it takes that is what I will do no distance is to far to fullfill both the needs of MLady.
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10/9/2007 1:05:33 AM [Report Entry] |
| My heart pounds louder and louder with anticipation of kneeling before the one I Know is out there that is looking for a man with not only a submissive attitude but someone who lives to serve and nothing else matters , His days and nights are filled with these thoughts and yet nothing but he continues to peruse the profiles of the Great Dommes here reading and grasping at their every word in the discriptions of what they seek in a submissive and reading their journals learning from each one knowing that he will be there one day someday maybe tomorrow kneeling and bowed and in peace with myself and the world yes that is my hope for today.
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7/28/2007 4:22:02 PM [Report Entry] |
| To all I have been told by some that my screenname on here is misleading and that is not what I intended at all I just wish I was owned also some have told me I have not stated properly my marital status I have been separated from my soon to be ex wife since Nov of 2006 and will provide all paperwork and reciepts to prove that my divorce will hopefully be final in oct . I have always tried to tell all the truth about this and as everyone knows some just like to stir the pot for their own selfish reasons , as if I need any help at being singled out by people in our community to make my search even more difficult . Well I know what and who I am and will always try my best to be honest and respectful to everyone I talk to and wish everyone the best in what they seek and desire in life
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7/22/2007 12:26:56 AM [Report Entry] |
| Well another month goes and comes and my desires to be of service are not fulfilled I try and keep up these hopes but alas I seem to think that all they are just that hopes I know I could be a good service submissive because of my desire and my submissive heart and soul but they keep going unfulfilled . I keep asking myself what is it in me that is not useful to someone or is it me not wanting to quit my job and go off into the unknown not knowing what it holds for me or the one I am to serve. Or am I just a crazy man who is willing to serve but never but never put to use by someone . Well I know what I am and who I am and that will never change wether I am in service to someone or not I am a submissive today tomorrow and forever that will never change
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