Hiya.... OK so you are dominant?  That is fabulous because I am submissive.  Oh, you are a bully and enjoy putting a guy like me down, laughing at him, making fun of him, having him work for you, and embarrassing the shit out of him?  OK I'm off I know that, but if only I could find someone, a couple, or a group of people who enjoy other's enduring perils.  I know someday unexpected we'll meet.......  And I'll have butterflies in my stomach when we do.

OK... A new posting in craigs list.... Will probably produce nothing but we'll see...

Hi... I'm a wimp and seriously want to meet bullies, or people who might like someone like me to bully.  I placed this under m seeking wm but I'm not particular in that way.  Ideally I'd love to be bullied by several people at the same time, but you alone would be perfect. If you had friends you wanted to bring along that would be great!

My interest in being bullied started when I was I was pledging a fraternity and was told to get on my knees and lick the floor.  Of course I had no choice but to do so!

I absolutely love verbal abuse, being made fun of, laughed at, intimidation, put downs, and in general treated like crap.

Bullying is frowned upon these days in our society, but I for one love it.  I would love to meet with you and/or your friends this week.  I'll bet you can't make me cry!

I promise I will answer any email that I receive and follow up if at all possible.  So if you have any interest at all, please let me know.  There isn't much I won't do to experience the demeaning, humiliating, maybe even degrading abusive event I am looking for.

I'm seriously real.  Although you don't have to be, but I prefer you be real too.  On the other hand if you just want to screw with me through emails, well that's up to you.  If you get my attention, obviously you are the boss and I'll cater to what you want to do.

charlie

Yea.. OK I'm smart right?  Actually I'm fucked now.  I wasn't sure how this was going to work, with my last post in this Jounal.  So now I'm tied up kneeling in this box.  My hands are tied behind my back.  My ankles and knees are tied together.  I'm naked except for the panties and bra she forced me to wear.  The box is three by three by three and there is a huge industrial sized garbage bag that is draped over the top of the box like I was in a trash can .

OK I admit I like this.  She's good.  She knew I liked being humiliated and degraded.  I mean even in our conversations on-like she's put me down from day one.  And even when she agreed to meet with me, she hasn't charged me a dime.  I would have been willing to pay for this.  I mean she's a first class mean of mean bully, and I love that!  I just hadn't counted on her reading my whole profile.

So she's laughing at me, has slapped me, kicked me in the balls, made me strip in front of her and her female friend of which both are filly clothed.  She's spit in my face several times, used me as an ashtray, has called me every name in the book.  They've laughed at me, made fun of me, written horrible things on my body with lipstick.  Until that door opened, I was really seriously happy.

Now I'm helpless and three guys enter the room.

She spit on my head again...

"Yea you fucking piece of shit.  You wanted to be my garbage can.  Yea, you are going to be, but you are going to have to beg.  Because the reason I wanted you to come here today was the entry in your jounal last November.  You just about challenged me to force you to suck cock.  Yea, you are going to suck cock alright.  I hope you've still never sucked it yet because this is going to be fun to watch.

You are going to suck cock for me aren't you, bitch?"  She said as she pulled my head back by the hair and spit on my forhead.

"Oh, no, please.  please don't make me.  I don't want to, please?"  I begged with much panic.

"Wrong answer fucker."  She said as she slapped me hard on the face back and forth several times.

"No, you are going to suck cock, and you have no fucking way out of it."  She said as she motioned to one of the men.

He smiled an evil grin and unzipped his fly, unbuckled his belt and let his pants slide down his legs.  All I could see was the bulge in his underpants.

"Here's a little something to get you more in the mood, you fucking whore."  She said whispered in the exposed man's ear. 

Then she did the same with the other two guys.

The guy then pulled something out of his pocket.  He put it right in front of my face.  It was a used condom.

"The boys have a little present for you.  I wanted to give you something to think about before you give your first blow job.  You'll grow to love this."  She said as she took the condom from him and cut it open with a pair of scissors then poured the contents on my head.

I cringed with humiliation.  When she was done, she laid the condom on my right shoulder then asked for the next one.

Each man had a couple of condoms and she poured the contents on me and then either placed them on me or in my panties or bra.  They were all laughing at me big time as she did this.

"OK now it's show time.  You do remember the string I tied to your balls.  Well, if you don't open up and start sucking, your balls are going to be very, very sore, you piece of shit."  She said as she picked up the string that was conveniently draped over the box.

And that's how I was tricked into sucking cock.

When I was done sucking their cocks I got my reward and the box was filled almost to overflowing with trash, garbage, and humiliating things as they laughed and made fun on me.

I admit, that was worth sucking the cocks.

And yes, this is only fiction as I am still a cock virgin and proud of it!

Hello... I have a new quest which I never, ever, ever thought I'd want.  Well in a way I don't want it, but it would be so humiliating that I have no choice in making this public statement.  You ever heard the saying be careful what you wish for?  Well once I find the right person(s) for this and actually meet, I'm certain that will be going through my head.

I love humiliation and abuse.  I've done a lot, and it seems every time I do something new I want to go farther.  I've been spanked, slapped, spit on, been used as an ashtray, bitch slapped, punched, been called every humiliating name in the book, interrogated, forced to cross dress, pissed on, waxed, put in bondage, forced to drink much more alcohol than I could tolorate (ended up in the hospital - don't think I want to do that again), hooded, mumified, suffered food mortification, walked on, licked feet, kissed many asses, suffered cbt, served as a trashcan, furniture, forced to do embarassing things in front of others, cleaned houses in partial bondage, and other things.  OK I'm not a pain freak, but maybe make up for it in the humiliation department.

One thing that I have never done that I am scared shitless about is being forced to suck a cock.  I would only do so with a rubber on.  But seriously this is something I've never done before and I am afraid that someday someone will write me on here and tell me they would enjoy forcing me to do this.

And then I'm afraid that once the ice is broken that they may force me to suck more and more cocks eventually forcing me into a cock sucking whore.  And of course this would lead to glory hole duty and bukkakes.  OK.. first thing is first I guess.  I think I am ready to suck my first cock.  Can we get this over with so I can move on with life please?