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Hello Ladies, my name is Arista and I am living now in USA. I came from Bombay, India. I had been married to a man who was very mean to me and withstood his violence for 6 years. Thanks to the gods that we had no children. I escaped India and him because I met a woman who cared for me and helped me. I now live in the USA and am free, in college, under a new name. I am a new me. My marriage was arranged from when I was 3 years old. But inside I always was attracted to girls. My fantasies were always of being submissive to a girl. In deep meditation practice I would see this as religious or as Americans put it, spiritual. To be empty of self and then to be filled up with the self of another - on earth it is as high a level as I can reach towards the goddess above. I continue to practice meditation but also am curious about hypnosis - seemingly a type of meditation in which the path is not determined by chance, but rather by the girl who hypnotizes me. I wish to experience this if I can. As I am still being sought by my husband, his family and mine I cannot provide a picture. The one I have shown is very close to what I look like though. I am dark and pretty, very reserved, petite in all aspects of my body and my personality. And yet I live to serve and although it feels as if I was trained to be this way by my environment, I believe with all my heart that being a slave to a woman is the greatest expression of my worship of the Goddess. If you wish to be friends with me, I am very wishful for the same. If you wish to be a Domme to me, well it will take some time for me to warm up to you and to trust you. I will quickly be submissive to you, but trust will come when I know you feel I am a cherished possession of yours. When I feel that then you will own me. If you wish to practice or try hypnosis on me, I am open to it after I trust you and believe you care for me. I hope to find someone here on cm - I have been so lonely. Thanks for listening. May Goddess protect us all, Arista

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11/12/2013 9:43:11 PM

for some reason I keep coming up from cm with the words Profile not found. I erased my profile and then rewrote it but that did not help. sorry all. any suggestions.


11/12/2013 8:17:07 PM

i left cm for a while. School got very busy and my head got very dizzy from all the messages and people wanting me to be slave. I am not anyone's slave right now, but I continue to be submissive and wishful to serve girls. I hope I can find someone to really trust. thanks.


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spoiledbrat2009
 
 Age: 21
 Denver, Colorado