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I'm Josh. I follow a path of hedonism, and believe that life is meant to be enjoyed.
Let thy desire flourish,
In order to let thy heart forget the beatifications for thee.
Follow thy desire,
as long as thou shalt live.
Put myrrh upon thy head and clothing of fine linen upon thee,
Being anointed with genuine marvels of the god's property.
Set an increase to thy good things;
Let not thy heart flag.
Follow thy desire and thy good.
Fulfill thy needs upon earth,
after the command of thy heart,
Until there come for thee that day of mourning.
I BELIEVE WE AS PEOPLE SHOULD PUT ALL OUR CRAZY OUT AT THE START. I don't like the games people play when trying to make a life with each other. If you have mental issues, make it known. We all have issues, and I can handle quite a massive amount of crazy. Just be up front about it, please for the love of all that exists be honest. If you aren't honest, then it'll be hell for everyone involved :-)
WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR:
I have a fairly high libido, and if you aren't up for at least once a day, be ok with me taking care of myself to porn.Physically I'm into more petite women, I like smaller breasts, and would prefer someone that doesn't shave their bush, but mostly I'm a face guy. I love to look at a beautiful face, and if you've got that almost all physical attributes can be overlooked. I like lighter skin color, and if you're so white you almost qualify as albino that would be awesome.I can do vanilla lovemaking, but I prefer rougher and kinkier sex. I'm an exhibitionist, so that would be a plus. I am fairly versed in many different areas of play. Consensual non consent is also a massive turn on. I'm strong, so it's really enjoyable to not have to restrain myself sometimes.Have to be at least close to my intelligence, and if your smarter than me that's even better. Good broad sense of humor is also important(I find most things entertaining, but have a macabre sense of humor).I would prefer if you weren't on birth control at first. Not because I want kids(I do actually really like kids, and I'm good with them), but it causes a shift in emotions and personality in many people.
I live in Canon City, and am an entrepreneur. I do tie dye clothes, and buy and sell glass pipes. I own my own house and vehicle, and am not looking for someone to support me. I also have 5 acres that I'm building an earthship on, and will be moving onto in the near future while I build. I'm a big guy, even if I was at 0% body fat, I'd still be over 200 lbs, I'm currently working on getting back in shape after spending the better part of a year in a depression after loosing my mom.
I'm of moderately above average intelligence, at least when it comes to bookish stuff. I love to learn and experience new things. I'm an original geek, I was geek before it started being cool ;-p I like table top games, though its been quite a while since I played. video games and movies, I also really enjoy cartoons and anime. I used to read a lot, but in recent times it's mostly been informational reading rather than fantasy and scifi books.
Recent history, The last year was extremely rough for me. I lost my job do to internal politics, I refused to do my bosses' job without better pay and was laid off. With no job I lost my house and car. My mother died in June of last year, and I moved to Canon to take care of the estate and help my grandmother out. As a result, I have put on a decent chunk of weight, and have some emotional instability. I have social anxiety, and as a result am usually boiling below the surface. I've spent my adult life learning to control my emotions because they overwhelm me otherwise. So I laugh, smile and joke so that I don't hospitalize the guy being an asshole. The satisfaction of grinding his face into the pavement is not worth prison time.
I'm a naturalist of sorts, I think that the way western medicine is done is incomplete, and does as much damage as good. I make my own herbal remedies for most things, but will go to a hospital if necessary. I enjoy giving massages, and will eventually get my license to practice. Was in school, but dropped out after my mom died.
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