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| Well, i am looking for the right person for years, it's really very hard, i am tired, i wonder if i am too idealistic and what i am looking for does not exist, and it's a simple utopia.
i want to serve for real, not online, talking trough email or chatting forever is not my thing, however, a first text chat is mandatory to know more about each others and not to be disappointed once in real.
my main concern is to find a real mistress by heart and soul, domination is her oxygen, is her lifestyle, a way to live every moment in the earth and not just some fantasies to satisfy.
yes, my ultimate goal is lifetime / longterm D/s relationship ever marriage, an ongoing relationship is the best way to develop the alchemy and the chemistry between the domina and her slave.
for the practices, i hope that i can say i am no limits, but it will be so far from reality, i am a human, physically i can't endure hell but mentally yes, i hope only that mistress will teach me and enhance my capabilities day by day, i don't want soft play all day or mercy from the first second i ask for it, i love pain, i want to serve a sadistic woman who enjoys using and abusing her slave and making him enduring intensive humiliation for her pleasure only.
i hope that my profile is very clear, in the end, i will say that i am still open for short time training cause i am not very experienced but i wish to know the truth and only truth from the beginning.
i really wish to live my life as i am without taboos.
thank you
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