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| Hi Everyone, I am new here and new in more ways than one. I've been involved in swing communities most of my life with my husband of more than 20 years. My husband is 19 years older than me and suffering from cancer and the onset of dementia, he will always be the love of my life and a man I worship and adore.
He recognized my high sexual drive--he called me his czech nympho or his kinky bride and other names I won't say (ha) because my family emigrated from east europe when i was small. I laughed but I know he was right, i never could get enough of everything and anything sexual. He taught me to swing and to please and it opened us to a life of adventure and pleasure.
I am now though not active that way. I am a caretaker but planning for the rest of my life too. In our last years of being social I found myself drawn to men who were dominant with me and to an extent I was allowed to explore my submissive side with men and couples, spanking, bondage and restraint, stretching, breath play, role play, learning to serve and being my kinky sexual self exploring sensations and feelings, from being degraded to experiencing pain as pleasure for me.
As I prepare for my next stage of life I am interested in this more. From my past I can say I am good at some aspects, I am very oral and love deep throat and don't gag usually but also like when I gag when I am very aroused it excites me more. I love men's cocks in every way, in all parts of me. I am shaven and am told I feel young in my body and I am an anal lover who enjoys men and toys and beads and plugs. My body is youthful for my age I stay in shape and love pleasing. I know I can take pain when I am prepared in my mind and am aroused when it happens to me in sexual erotic ways.
I am here to learn more, to see what this lifestyle is more about, and to meet people to become friends and more. My life I know will change soon and as much as I will my miss my special Daddy husband I know I have more life to live and love to give.
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