I've started showing! Not so much that it can be seen with my clothes on, but i see it clearly by myself… It feels so exciting..

Another feeling thats new to me is *this kind* of weight. I didn't think i would have problems with the baby weight, since i am bbw and have been 45 kilo heavier. But this is a totally different kind of weight i am gaining.. Its both scary and exciting at the same time!

Its really a wonderful journey im allowed to take...

Was at the OBGyn yesterday again. Asked her some questions about cramps im experiencing as well as if its normal that sex has become so painful. She said to listen to by body and try 'new things'. 

Also heard babys heartbeat again, its strong and so very fast. It doesn tmake me want to cry, Owner is more impressed by the heartbeat and im more impressed with the echo. I get another echo week 20, in 6-7 weeks. 

Im now a third through the pregnancy and less morning sick though i still cant eat a lot of things and the mere thought of other things (and smells) make me very queasy!

Heard my babys tiny little super fast heartbeat again this morning and  decided with the midwife to only go to the OBgyn until the baby is born and then i have to call them again and they'll do the checkups

Im so happy!!!

First trimester is over! Im so excited and im feeling so much better now as well, no nausea for days!

Xmas around the corner, my xmas project is just finished and ready to be gifted as well!

Scary to spend xmas with owners parents but im sure it'll all be fine :D

Owner made a page that calculates how old baby is now, and how long i\ve left :D

due date: 04-07-2012

Days done: 81.5

Days to go: 198.4

Weeks done: 11 (+4.5 days)

Weeks to go: 28 (+2.4 days)

Foetus age: 9 weeks, 66.8 days, 1603 hours.

Havent been used sexually for ages, starting to feel like a nun. Not that i mind since sex hurts a lot now with everything changing and his size isnt helping.. 

New doctors appointment on the 27th, looking forward to possibly another echo :)

Had the echo today… baby is a week younger than we thought so tomorrow its 9 weeks again :)

uploaded a picture as well, since its still an embreyo i don't think it can be removed for age limits :D

Spent the weekend with inlaws, Mother in law has taken a liking to me, and told everyone of the seedling inside me. They were happy tho surprised since ive only been with Owner since January.

Been at my first midwife appointment this morning.
She was a sweet woman, though it was mostly going through family history and stuff like that. She booked time for a first echo anda consult on the 29th, and a new appointment with her in a months time.
I also had to leave some blood, which I could do in the same building so I didn’t have to be nervous about going back another day.

She checked my weight (I was nervous, fully clothed and with shoes on! Still lower than the other day.) Then she checked my blood pressure which was 105/65. Its never been that low, about a month ago it was 110/80. She said thats common for pregnant women, and I’ve been so worried about my blood pressure the last couple of weeks, felt it was way higher than normal.

This would explain many things. Getting dizzy easier, tired faster and feeling colder. Still, she said it’s normal.

owner has arranged for the first visit with a midwife on thursday morning, im a bit nervous but grateful he will come with me there