Mistress has decided to see fit that my bdsm cherry is taken away harsh tonight. She placed the laptop next to the tub so I can type this for the moment, and has gagged me with the thong she has had me wear all day. I am to write how I feel about it here. It feels embarrassing having no control over my body and being forced to be gagged on the thong I wore for several hours today. She has duct taped my mouth so I no longer feel like a human, only in form, not in the soul. I feel like I will have no say in anything tonight and am afraid, but the though of everything that can happen tonight is exhilarating. She has a vibrator that has two eggs on it, and has placed me in another thong so I don't forget my place. The vibrator would be feeling nicer but it's not acting right, it's randomly pulsing when it should be only on and is tormenting me. |