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| I'm staring at this blank square, nerving myself to write what it is I'm looking for. I need to move outside normal relationships, be dragged into the gutters that I know are out there, be covered in secret filth. And to start with, I'm looking for a partner that a girl is not supposed to crave -- I'm looking for a dominant bisexual man in his mid 20s to mid 30s who has no interest in a monogamous relationship, who can initiate me into the darkness, who will share his adventures with me (or not...I accept that I will be cheated on, and encourage my partner to enjoy that illicit pleasure). I'm not experienced, but the temptations washing over me, and the lack of relationships right now to restrain me, tell me that I will soon be as impure in body as I am in thoughts.
Even as fantasy, I have no interest in mutilation (not counting tattoos), scat, kids, and rape. For everything else, I'm interested in having my limits pushed, my cravings encouraged, and my sexual addiction fed...but not forced.
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