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I am interested in those who are intelligent, experienced, confident and real. A man who knows who he is, as I know myself well, good points and bad.
Life is more than bdsm, and I enjoy a man that is as as comfortable taking me to a fine dining restaurant as he is tieing me to the bed post. As comfortable sitting around a bonfire as he is strolling through an art gallery.
I like the water, I like my drumming circle, I grow herbs and I attend a local play party.
I am looking for a long term live together relationship that combines both kink and straight activities. I own my own home on two acres. I am not interested in poly relationships.
Service is something I know about on all levels. Communication, give and take, power exchange...and yes I have power too. I don't need someone to pick out my clothes for work, but I do dress up in corset and stockings in private and at the club...
Of late I am more interested in energy exchange than true Dom/sub. But that could change with the right man. Tust and partnership, laughter and intensity. Pain/pleasure and more...
Its ok with me if you are less experienced as long as you have the ability to be civil to me. Its more attitude than experience and arrogance is not attitude, its simply arrogance.
As you may have figured out by this point I have lots of opinions, oddly enough though when I am tied up and on the edge of orgasm I can't seem to articulate one of them.
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It has been awhile since I have written here...life continues to bring suprises and pleasures... still open to meeting new people.
Content with where I am in life, been working on my garden again, I love the sounds of the waterfall on the rocks, swaying in the hammock looking and the clouds through the oak leaves.
I am ready to share so much, no drama, a calm spiritual center...and lusty core.
Does the full moon pull at you? |
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The wheel does turn, and each time it does I am suprised anew. Still searching for one who is real, and has that spiritual aspect I seek. I am tied to Michigan for the near future and so I seek someone local. Please don't waste our time if you are into an online fantasy - I am only interested in those who wish to meet in the real world.
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I am being called into a new direction...or is it back to an old one? There is a spiritual aspect to this life that becons me.
I am answering that call slowly as it unfolds.
Live through your heart and be true to yourself and all will be well with you and yours.
blessed be |
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At this point in time, I am resigned to staying here in Michigan. I have a son in highschool, and he is a priority.
That said, I am still looking locally, both for ltr and perhaps just friendly play.
In a couple of years my options will open dramatically. Of course someone "could" decide to relocate here <smile>.
I never know where my journey will lead me. Each day is a new discovery.
I always enjoy intelligent conversation. |
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Sometimes the winds of change blow you right back to where you started from...
Communication is such a key to relationship... I am often amazed at how few really get that.
I am back on my path...listening to my guides and alies... dancing to the music of my soul.
And waiting to see where the dance leads. |
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Just back from a trip to SanFrancisco. Had a great time, saw some old friends, did the museum thing, wandered the neighborhoods, the Haight still has a few vestiges of the good old days...sigh...
Pondering whats next...should I stay or should I go? It might be time for a new adventure.
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Tonight in my drum circle we honored the fathers. For me it was a very special energy. My father died almost 25 years ago and we had issues. Finallly tonight I was able to truely honor his memory.
To all the fathers here, blessed be. Honor the memories of your fathers and leave a legacy of love and trust to your children. |
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So yes, Shibaricon was wonderful, made some new friends, got rope thrown on me, and even a suspension or two.
But right now I am enjoying the new friendships and energy I am finding here.
Life is a constant renewal.
Appreciating change as it happens is both a challenge and a joy.
Thank you to those who have enriched my life.
You know how you are.
Blessed be |
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Spring finally...swans are on the pond, frogs croaking...my old friend the 100 year old oak is leafing out...so he made it through another winter too...
I have decided on new growth and adventure as my goals for this year. Actually going off to Shibaricon...it looks like it will be a nice event.
But tonight I will spend at WickedDetroit with good friends... and you never know... do you?
Life is full of opportunites if you keep an open mind and live in the present.
One thing I don't get here is how many are negative about things. Negative is not attractive. Yes I get rude e-mails too so what? I get many more that are respectful and positive.
Well the day awaits, and I am off to enjoy it. Talk nice to each other...for we are all in this together. |
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Decided to upate my profile today to reflect my thoughts more clearly. Spent the day raking out my flower beds to give the tulips and daffodiles a place to bloom in all their glory. Winter seems to be finally releasing its hold on the land, and the ice on the pond if melting...
Sap rising, birds chirping, its enough to make my sap rise too... hmmm
Well yes a woman does feel the pull of the season...the urge to be held close and to enjoy the pleasure of well.. pleasure.
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winter is tenacious this year...it seems to hold on tighter the more I long for spring, I long for the first flower poking through the snow, I want to see a robin hop across my yard in search of a fat worm...
open water for my kayak... a sky that stays blue all day....is this too much to ask?
I long for new beginngs, and the quiet peace of being held in arms that know me...
spring is burgening inside my breast...why can't the earth reflect this?
ah yes, patience... a virtue I may someday learn, but for now I want, impatiently...
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Full moons and lunar eclipses... a time when misunderstandings can abound. Hidden emotins and thoughts surface..or not.
I am tired of snow, and tired of living a hermits exisitence...time to venture forth and risk...time to turn on the moon maiden charm and dance to the drums...
So much joy to share, so much to experience, it seems the world has turned its back on beauty and sees only the negative... let me be a voice for the positive and shine my soft glow on the earth...such is the dream of a moon maiden...look out your window and see her dance in the moonbeams... |
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It is a time of year to count one's blessings and give thanks for family, friends, and those who have touched our lives with the gift of love, passion, and understanding.
Sometimes we end up traveling different paths, but that doesn't make the time spent together any less meaningful.
I never know where this journey will take me... and I am always ready for the possiblity of joy.
Happy Thanksgiving! |
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What a lovely full moon last night! Walked around after midnight, all blue moon light and shadows in my oak grove. Not a soul up, just me and the wind in the oak trees and the rustle of the night critters.
Would have been a lovely night to play, rope bound to a tree, quiet murmurs. Ah, such are my thoughts on a moonlit night.
Today the rains came, and that is another kind of energy, soft and nourishing. A great day to lay in bed and listen to the rain on the roof.
And so the seasons change, and I continue my quest, alone or not, either way I folllow my path. |
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Spent the weekend at the renaissance festival here in Michigan. It has become very commercial, but there are still nuggets of the early days, the music at the pub is always fine, there are men in tights walking around with singletails at their sides. And lots of leather and armor, the booth that sells knive and swords is always a favorite place to browse...
It was a lovely weekend, which would have been even better with Him at my side, holding my hand and leading me in the dance...
Ah, maybe next year!
Merry Meet and Blessed Be |
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Feeling antsy, must be the change of the seasons... waiting for the leaves to change, thinking of long walks down country roads, bonfires, and cool nights under bright stars.
I can feel something coming, a change, for the better I think. A meeting perhaps, of minds maybe?
Such fires banked, passion smoldering...or is it just the imagination on overtime again... time will tell...
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Clarity of thougth, clarity of emotion. Being true to one's self through difficult times. These are things I strive for, that an laughter and joy!
Being alone isn't a bad thing, or even being lonely. Being lonely just shows you that you want connection and touch and the magic of the power exchange.
Ah what gifts of laughter and joy I have recieved! It is good to be thankful, and its good to look forward to the gift.
be well,
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It's odd sometimes how communication can go awry as we try to get to know someone. There is so much that is expressed verbally and non-verbally that can't be communicated in writing.
So messages sometimes get misinterpreted, and communication breaks down. I think its important to sometimes take a step back and see if our conclusions really match what was communicated. We all color our world and interactions with the brush of our experience.
Be kind to each other, its a rough world out there. |
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Well I am back and had a great time. Work is crazy right now so it may take awhile to respond to emails. Have patience :)
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I am off on vacation once again, and its about time. I will be online only sporadically over the next week if at all.
So keep the faith, play nice, and I will respond to all messages when I return. |
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I am back from Nashville, mostly work and certainly no play :( Ah well such is life. If I haven't responded to an email I will catch up soon. I apprecitate the respectful messages I have been recieving.
Will be attending the local party on Saturday. Wicked is such fun!
Take care and play nice :) |
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Well I am enjoying some of the conversation threads I am having here. Still looking for the one who is the one. Interesting to me that some say they are looking but really don't want to drive over an hour to meet someone.
If its right though, distance won't matter because if its right people find a way around the distance.
Better to wait for the right connection, and enjoy the converstations along the way. As you may have noticed by now I am actively seeking, and ready for him when we connect.
Be well, and keep searching until it happens! |
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I had a great time on my trip. I really enjoyed the locals...they were friendly and welcoming. The best was having my family over for a few days.
So I am back and find I have a number of emails to answer, please be patient, I will respond to all this week.
I appreciate both the interest and the polite and positive responses.
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I am once again free to search for the one who would be my partner and my Dom. Its hard to come so close and yet not be able to realize the dream...
One thing I do know from my recent experiences is that I am ready, and that the work I have done to know myself has been worth it.
I am ready for joy, ready to explore, and ready to have fun.
I am off to Saugatuck for the weekend! Time to hit the beach, recharge and see what happens. |
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| Age: 24 |
| Zamboanga city,
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