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| From my first sexual awaking I knew there was something different about me.I longed for things I didn't understand.I fantasized of things that society told me were perverted.I desired to be tied up & whipped.I wanted a man to control me and make me fulfill his sexual needs,to teach me (roughly) those things a good girl never learns.
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I thought this would be a safe place to express myself.Maybe I should just continue to keep my thoughts and desires to myself.I have always been aware of how cruel some people can be that is why I've kept silent all these years.To keep from receiving ridicule.But here where so many claim to be nonjudgmental to be insulted and called names? I don't mind if some people don't like me, that's life.Why must you message me to tell me these things? It has been hard enough for me to try and find someone who understands my needs.
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I am chained and blindfolded.I await my new master.I hear him enter the room.I tremble has his hands roam my body.He laughs as he explains that I will be trained to his will.Then he very gently places his fingers in me.I start to moan.Then I feel the slap of his hand hard on my ass.I am told I must pay in pain for my pleasure.Then he laughs again and tells me payment is due.I hear a sound and before my mind can register what it is I feel the sting of a whip.He has all the power and I will be his before he finishes with me.Only then will I be allowed to kneel to him. |
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