i wonder why my thoughts more and more reduce the man in me… and encourage more and more the “no-man” in me…
.. i hate it .my intelligense tells me that it is wrong - my picture of myself says it is wrong....
somehow my body seeks the humiliation my intellect tries to avoid – humiliation of being treated like a slut – a sissy – more like a woman than a man i seek roleplay online.. may be with cam and i seek the humiliation - the shame

i am not bisexual but to submit a man can be very humiliating.... may be even more because i am not bi...

and lately the cuckold thoughts are more and more present - i guess mostly the humiliation in being rejected is thrilling me... i don't seek to be cuckolded by my wife... for some reason i can't explain - or may be i can explain it - but it will be difficult in a profile

sometimes the thought of being forced to show pics or on cam .. well... it scares me... and........