Never make someone a priority that see's you as ONLY an option. This quote keeps following me it seems from site to site. So by saying it here I'm hoping that this might make some startthose that they've been / and continue treating as an 'option' as more of a priority.  Hey it takes less than a minute to send

a text saying " Hello" .. or even  " go to hell " .  A quick

phone call just saying ' Hi I'm thinking about you '  doesn't

take long either.  And ya know what? You can send a text while

 you're sitting on a toilet and the person won't ever know, lol

 I've got friends and I know what it feels like to feel like an

 afterthought/ and maybe an option . This hurts on many levels

 even if its not done on purpose. Show someone that you care

 more often because often I'm certain there is  possible

 doubts being had that they even cross your mind.

ok so I get this very rude message in my inbox here a little bit back.  So I block them and instead of going down to their level , I decide let karma deal with them .  On another site I see this same person who has the nerve to be nice on there. (( shakes head))  . Its then I say hey (( calls them their screen name here )) remember me its Blissfullyhis, I believe we've talked before.  I didn't hear from him again lol   I find it funny  how rude people can be at times , and yet they want respect . Now that's a laugh .

Growth and change can be a bit scary . But those are two things that are most constant in life. I've found that under His wings the growing and changing haven't been quite as scary as before. There is a safest of safe feeling that I'd not felt to this extent before this chapter  of my life.

I used to dream of feeling the bliss i feel with Him, and have learned that dreams do come true. I feel quite lucky and as I reread prior journal entries here and there  that i've come such a long way and keep flying higher and stronger  each day.  I'm looking forward just how far and high i go between my desire and devotion and His strength and total being .