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Looking around. I will know what I want when I see it. I'm here to find what I'm looking for. Which is...
A feminine girl, sexual and submissive. I will not pay for your way to me, just as I don't accept tributes or gifts. I'm not in this to support you. I'm in this for gratification of my domme needs. I could care less if you're married and want to explore. I don't care if you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend for that matter. Be submissive, bi-sexual, horny, open minded and obedient . You will be shared with my dominant male partner. Yes, I like to watch as well as be involved.
Not into:
Crossdressing, trans, sissies, maids, etc. I'm looking for a natural-born girl. No hardcore lesbians. Note: I have lesbians friends. I don't prefer lesbian lovers. I prefer bi-girls. I want to share you with my man.
animals.
That's self explanatory
children.
Again, self explanatory
I'm sure I'll update as I feel the need to. It's a start for now.
update: April 13, 2010 @ 12:35pm
I will not accept any chat request without first receiving an email. Also, chat may not work for me as I have found it is tempermental at best so far. Have a yahoo account and be prepared to do exactly as I request. I am not a pro-domme and I do not accept tributes or gifts. I do this for MY pleasure, and possibly yours....at least on occasion.
The girl should be willing to verify herself with a phone call and possible cam. I am not into cam. I just want verification. You must be willing to meet face to face after a reasonable amount of time.
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I've had the suckiest birthday ever!!!! |
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I'm back. I was away for the holidays, then things got crazy. I'm answering emails as fast as I can! So be a good pet and wait your turn. *weg* |
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Happy Thanksgiving to everyone!!!!!!
Remember to massage your bird with oil.
Bring it's temperature up slowly and steadly.
It will be juicy when you eat it.
If it's any good, you'll need a nap afterward.
Enjoy!!!
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Where are all the wild slut girls?!?! Jesus, all I'm getting is trans-guys. No offense. But I'm looking for a freaking natural born girl!
Where are you, lil ones?
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Well, folks, with the kids are in school, life is settling into the routine. Finally going to have time to change my profile. Maybe more clarity is needed to describe who I'm looking for.
Look for the changes soon!! |
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When a heart breaks, no, it don't break even.
Truer words were never given life with so much clarity. |
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Too busy with school starting. Once we'll all back to the routine, I'll be around. |
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I'm not going to hide away like some kicked puppy. Fuck that. |
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Time seems to be slipping away. Summer is coming to it's end and I find myself almost sad about it. I hate winter. It's rare that I enjoy the snow anymore. Unless it's in a snowball fight or building a snowman with my kids. I think it's the mindset of an adult. You know.
OMG, snow! Goddamn it! I have to go out and shovel the car out and snowblow the walk and driveway!! Goddamn snow! The roads are gonna be horrid! And tonight, all this will be ice! (insert the following here, non verbal. Huff, huff, growl, glare out the window, roll eyes, puff out a breath, sigh in resignation, stomp off to pull on about 45 layers of clothing while muttering curses about the snow)
I know I enjoyed snow MUCH MORE when I was a kid. |
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Hello, all my lovelies. I'll be gone for about a week or so. Leave a message at the beep...
BEEP!!
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Hot and wet, it's dreadfully humid here today. Not helping my overwhelming desire to fuck, to mate, like an animal. Crude, aren't I?
Where is my other half? Where are you? |
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Driving at 6am this morning through farmland
Mist floating on the fields, thick as snow
The sun, a ball of fire on the horizon
Pink and gold tinted clouds
Long empty road, clean from rain
Amazement in my heart
Even at this age, I can still be awed. Sometimes, I need reminding of how beautiful life can be. Today was a nudge. |
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Today was an extremely draining day. I got home in the early hours of this day and couldn't fall out. So my kids were up at the crack of ass, otherwise known as dawn to most people. I think I've slept a total of 12 hours all week. I need to crash like a jumbo jet outta fuel. Why can't I sleep?
Overtired, I guess. This just sucks and not in a good way!! |
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Sorry to all my friends, if I haven't been answering email, it's just cause I'm dog tired. Up late, working a project. I'll get back to you soon. |
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Hot as a motherfucker today!! Holy fucking friday nights! The kids don't even want to swim. We're all lazing around, doing alot of nothing. I think we'll tool over to the library. I need new reading material. Always a problem when you read like I do. The talking heads keep predicting t-storms, haven't seen a drop yet. What do they know? |
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Damned if the storms didn't pass us by!! I was in the mood for the energy of it all. Ah well, I'll have to content myself with sunshine and blinding white clouds.
Maybe a swim? Would have preferred dancing in the rain. |
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It might rain today. It's grey and misty with the heat. So heavy, oppressive. So different from yesterday. I think I'll curl up with a good book and let the day pass me by.
If I'm very lucky, it will be a thunderstorm! I love storms. Violent, house shaking storms!
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It's beautiful outside today. Warm with a breeze. Feels wonderful on my skin, like a lover's fingertips trailing over me. Makes me smile to think of it. I have some of what I want but I don't know if I have what I need. Time will tell, won't it? It most certainly always does.
I just hope.....
Yes, there's always hope. |
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I only have two words for today:
I'm exhausted!!!! |
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I do not want you if you are married or otherwise attached. I don't see how these words are hard to read or understand.
Morons! |
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Update to my most embarassing toilet paper shopping experience (one of my previous journal entries):
I was shopping (when am I not) in the same grocery store and lo n behold, I run into the guy that witnessed my, ah, tp fiasco. And I mean, literally run into him. With, like, the cart! I didn't mean to, I didn't even see him as I was too busy trying to corral my kids. I wasn't looking and BANGO!!! ran right into his ass. When I felt the cart jolt, I looked up to find him looking over his shoulder, smiling widely. I was all "I'm soooo sorry, OMG, fuck, I'm sorry!" He just laughed and said, "There are easier ways to get my attention then running into me and trying to kill toilet paper."
I wanted to DIE!!!!
I apologized again, trying to walk away gracefully as one kid is hanging on the cart, singing loudly and the other is staring at the guy, saying things like "Do you know my mommy? You got pretty eyes. Are you coming over?"
Sometimes, my life is too ridiculous even for me!!!!!!!! |
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Running around here, there and everywhere! Could it be any busier?!?!
It's feast or famine. Just remember that.
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 happy 4th! |
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I'm all about this cool front in our area, the fresh breezes, mild sunshine and bright blue sky. Been out and about with the children, enjoyed every minute of it! I'll take this weather, any day, any season. I could live in weather like this always. Any place come close? Anybody? Anybody? |
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Too hot for me, again, today. I'm not much for the heat and humidity. I'll do what needs doing then go swimming in the evening with the kids, as we are more of the nightbreeder type of people. LOL
My mother has said, "There are the vampire kids, take right after their mother. Always out at night."
It's just a hell of a lot more comfortable for me late in the day. I would love to be outside in the sunshine but I just can't deal with it after about 15 minutes. Over 80 degrees with humidity and I can't hang. |
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It's Sunday and it's hazy and hot as fuck outside. My children are out on an adventure. Won't be back for a few hours. I love my kids but much appreciate this small window of downtime. So I'm going to take this time to do something for me.
Maybe a hot soak in the tub. It will be nice without someone coming in, yelling about how she so didn't hit her, she's lying, while the other one is right on her heels, screaming, yes, you did TOO!
Ahhhhh, I love my life!!!! |
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I just can't believe how busy this time of year is. Graduations, weddings, engagements, retirements, parties, brunches, end of the school year yadda, get-together thingies. Jesus Christ! I need fortyfuckingfive hours in a day! Better yet, a boy to help out with some of this shit!!!!
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I have had an unfortunate experience. I was being courted by a young male sub. He is looking for an owner, to be permanently collared. All well and good, in the proper time frame. We made plans for a meet, the whole "get to know you" thing. I laid down all the rules and such of what is expected of him at this meet. Everything seems to be moving along ok.
I talk to him an hour before the meet is supposed to take place and this boy isn't even ready for it. I mean, not at all. Then he starts whining to me about this and that. Oh hell no. I already have kids, I don't need more of this shit.
So, needless to say, this boy is history before I even got to write the first page. Back to the drawing board.
Added an hour after first posted for the piss-pants that wanted to blast me for meeting with anyone except him. Yeah, the him that I've had all of two email exchanges with. Yeah, riiiiiiiight......
PS for those of you who are talking to me? We're talking. It doesn't mean that I expect you not to contact other dom people and you shouldn't expect exclusivity of my time or attention UNTIL we both establish that is what we want. I am not polyamorous. I do not wish to have multiples, only one special boy. It's a weeding process for us both. Sometimes, I'll feel it and you won't. Sometimes you'll feel it and I wont. When we both feel it, then, and only then, it is right to move forward. |
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Can I tell you about the mother fucking pool??
I had a real, regular, steel walled aboveground pool. Went to fill it and the liner had a couple of tears that just couldn't be patched. So I start scouting out what it would cost for pool liners.
Are they absofuckinglutely insane?!?!?! Holy shit! It costs almost as much as getting a whole new pool!!
My children are set on "Whine" setting which is friggin annoying as hell. Sigh, I thought this summer would be ...I don't know....possibly mechanically problem-free? Why do I set myself up for this shit? I KNOW it's not going to be problem-free. I mean, it's ME, for chrissake! |
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I got up early this morning, earlier than usual. Wow! I can't tell you how beautiful the day is. So clear, so dry, slight breeze. Everything is hyper-vibrant. I feel like I am seeing more colors than is possible. It almost hurts, makes my chest actually ache.
I was sitting on my porch and feeling the sun on my skin. I closed my eyes and lifted my face. I love that "green" scent in the air. Not cut grass but that special scent. The one that the primal part of your brain recognizes. Of lush growing things. Of wild places.
I'm gonna go play outside now. |
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I haven't been online much. End of the school year for my children and with their projects and concerts, pinics and field days, sporting events and parties, I'm about worn out.
Just answered my 500 emails and my fingers are cramping like a strychnine victim. Now that's a pretty sight, huh?
I wish I had something witty and wonderful to say, but, alas, words fail me in this moment. I have to get my ass off the computer and finish cleaning up the fiasco known as my house.
All I really wanna do is go outside and play with the boxer. Hhhhhhhaaaaaaaaa.
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I feel so lazy today. I have so much to do but am in no mood to do it. Someone has just got to do the ironing around here. I hate to iron. It's such a pain in the ass. I think one of you boys should offer to iron for me. I have a ton, and I mean a TON, of clothes that need ironing. And when you're done with that, you can give me a pedicure and a back rub.
I might just let you lick my feet afterward, if you're very good and get all your chores done, Cinderfella. LOLOLOLOL |
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Kids are playing with their friends. I'm playing with the boxer. The lawn guys are outside doing the lawn thing. Good thing the windows are closed or the boxer and I would be sneezing our fool heads off. We have the worst allergies. Really. I mean pink noses, red eyes, coughing, sneezing, ridiculously bad allergies.
Don't you just love springtime???!?!??!
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It's an amazing day out there. I've been up since 6 this morning and was out the door by 8. Busy, busy. Now I'm ready for something to eat and a nap. A nap sounds really good. Maybe I'll just take a nap right now.
Yawn.
Who wants to huggle? Just remember, you have to share the bed with me and the boxer. |
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Watching the Pink Live in Australia concert on tv. I love Pink. I love her attitude, her looks, her self mocking sense of humor. She's sexy, smart, strong, funny, goofy, talented and inspiring. I listened to her music from way back and I admire her even more now. She's fascinating to me.
There are people out there that are like that for me. I'm drawn to them. They fascinate me. Not everyone does. Then there are those few. They just mesmerize me. Then I have to study them, learn them, find out all about them. Taking time to tease out the quirks, their thoughts and feelings, what is inside them, how they tick.
It takes time to know someone, time that most people don't want to take. Don't believe they have. But that's all we do have is time and how we spend it. |
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I completely made an ass outta myself yesterday. I went to the grocery store and I was in the aisle where the tin foil and storage stuff and toilet paper was. I was debating over Cling Wrap vs. some other shit and I saw a really good looking male coming down the aisle. I was looking like serious hell, worse than a pile of rabbit turds so I totally avoided eye contact. As he approached me tho, I couldn't help but glance up and he was looking at me. He smiled and said Hi. I said Hi back and hurried my ugly ass down the other end of the aisle. I completely forgot about him when I noticed toilet paper was on sale!! Hey, this is a big deal in my life. So there was 24 rolls of the stuff bundled up in a huge baggie thing on the bottom shelf. I went to pull it out and smacked my head on the shelf above it, causing myself to fall backward. In trying NOT to fall, my hands were scrabbling to find something to hold on to. The result was me falling on my ass and pulling down about 100 rolls of individuallly wrapped white and colored toilet paper on top of me. So much for not wanting to get anybody's attention.
And yes, he saw the whole flippin thing.
Now I have a bright red band across my forehead from smacking it against the shelf. One of my offspring suggested that I sharpie "Lost Cause" inside of it. |
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Springtime is so busy. There aren't enough hours in the day. |
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Someone called me a fatty in an email.
OH MY GOD!! I MUST GO KILL MYSELF NOW!
Stupid bitch, really!
Find something useful to do with your fingers.
Fuck yourself.
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I didn't realize how many people are threatened by words written on a screen. How very....enlightening. I have received some rude emails from people stating things like:
You suck.
No one likes you.
I hate you.
You're not a real domme.
Go to hell.
Fuck off.
What amazes me is that these people take the actual time to write me and think that it's going to hurt me or make me change something they don't like or whatever.
They don't state what they hate or don't like about me, they just spew. Insecure people tend to have this sort of tedious response to things they don't like or understand. Most times, they react from a place of fear or jealousy. They are offended by what they can't comprehend or what they long for inside themselves.
Sigh, it's hard dealing with morons but it's inevitable. |
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I have received a ton of emails. All asking what I am looking for.
I know what I want, what I'm looking for. Something rare, someONE extraordinary.
A gladiator who rivals Spartacus
A lover as passionate as Antony (yes, Cleopatra's Antony)
A provider as driven as Carlos Helu (ok, I don't need someone THAT rich, lol, have a sense of humor)
Not too much to ask for, huh?? LMAO
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