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I entered into BDSM about 2 years ago, and I have served a few Doms in real time, and I am still involved with one on an irregular basis. My schedule, location, and various logistical problems keep me from seeking out anything else real time, but there are some things I would be very interested in exploring online. I pretty strongly dislike phone and webcam sex, but I really like chatting and e-mailing.
Though I've never had this type of relationship in real time, I feel more and more drawn to the idea of having a Daddy. I have started to experience and connect with a part of me that feels little. A few men I've discussed this with have asked me to pinpoint an age for this, but for me, its not really attached to any number. Just little. Not a baby, no interest in diapers or pacifiers. But there is something simultaneously reassuring, humiliating, and arousing for me about being treated as a little girl. Helpless, in need of guidance, playful and silly, gentle and fragile, naive and innocent, easily taken advantage of, desperate to please...I can take any or all of these forms, depending on my partner.
Physically I am not little at all, and I have no interest in imagining a child-like form. I enjoy my heavy breasts and big tummy, and I'd like to find somebody who might also feel positively towards my body, even for an only online interaction.
In my vanilla life I am a smart, successful college student, a political activist, an avid reader, and maybe a more avid partier.
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