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| I have always dreamed about submission. Not just any kind of submission, but lesbian submission. Groveling to another woman, who controls me, punishes me, uses me and expects perfection from me. I could never speak about needing to taste another women or the need to feel the pain and wear the marks she leaves on my body
For too many years, I was too embarrassed to speak about it.
Until recently, that is. I spilled the beans, so to speak and explained this need to my husband. He wanted to "help out" He tried! Submitting to him for kink and to spice up our marriage was fun. But not, What I need.
I need a Mistress, A Ma'am, or A Syr! I need true relationship with a woman. Something that can work within my vanilla life. Looks are not important nor is size. I am a plus size subbie!
Needless to say. I'm afraid. Scared of this entire process. However, I'm eager! I'm drama free and I will make the time needed to ensure the Woman in my life knows my devotion to her. And Most Importantly, I think that I AM READY!
I would consider a long distance relationship with mutual weekend visits. That would take some dedication and creativity, but I think it could work.
Ma'am, Please if you are out there, write me a message.
Respectfully,
Big Fraidy Cat
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