I know my desires are not for everyone, if you do not like them I ask you please go find a good match but don’t just send mean comments. I have an unusual desire, which is why I am here in a pretty unusual place. I’m pretty normal in most things. I come from a normal home. I started college but wasn’t sure where I was going so I stopped for now and I work at a job I don’t really care about. I have had some normal boyfriends but somehow never took the relationships very seriously. Ever since I first started having sexual thoughts, I have had the same fantasies. I thought it would go away but it has only gotten stronger and basically now is almost always on my mind. I want to be really large. I mean fat. I have always found fat girls somehow arousing and the idea of being really big and being a sexual object for someone that way is so strong I can’t stand it. I would honestly like to find someone, probably a couple, who would take me in, like being step parents and who would make me get a lot bigger and then have lots of uses for me that way. I imagine them having strict control over what and how much I eat (which would be a lot). Also to be weighed and measured each week and being punished if I had not gained my required goal. I am seriously meaning gaining at least 100 pounds but maybe 150 or even more. I would want someone who really wanted to do this and then would be excited to have many uses for me when I was getting big. I also want that once I get close to full size, they will keep me for t least six months or maybe a year or more and want to have me and use me that way. Also, at whatever point they were going to get rid of me I would want them to starve me back to at least within 40 pounds of where I started unless we agreed that they were going to give me to someone else who wanted me at full size. Take me in public in clothes that showed off the fatness and definitely want to have sexual uses for me, for you and maybe for friends or even strangers. Maybe make me do naked chores like wash your car or scrub floors where my body couldn’t help touching what I was doing. Take me to places, IDK like maybe biker bars or college parties or something and let people touch me or whatever. I think I would want a couple, maybe the best would be if the woman was at least as much in charge of the plan but maybe not, not sure. I would be OK with a MF couple or FF or I guess maybe MM, but not sure what a gay male couple would want with a girl. I would consider single female if she planned things for me often that involved men. A single guy is not as comfortable an idea but I will read messages and see what people say. I am going to post a pic or two of myself but probably also some that show what I am thinking. I will write more when I think of it and realize what I forgot. (PS - I am not located exactly where my profile suggests because I am nervous about being recognized and want to go somewhere not local for my desires)
12/3/2010 1:31:43 PM
Quite a strange mix of messages so far.
Just got "You are mine because I notice you and I am Lord over all that I see" - who knew that Yurtle the Turtle was on here as a dom.
12/2/2010 10:29:09 AM
Sorry if pics are confusing some, the first pic is me now, the others are not me but reflect my thoughts. I hope that helps.
12/1/2010 11:35:32 AM
Some little clips that make me so hot I want to scream:
OMG, OMG, I just look at this for a few seconds and imagine being her and I shiver and want to cum. I absolutely love and crave the rippling tummy waves.
