after a huge  weekend of with almost no kink, im glad its a monday

feeling tired but still looking forward to later when i get to play with my new toy, and getting dirty with sir xx

true to say that with new toy your never far from my thoughts when using it xx

cant wait for when you have the control over the control lol

cant wait for some very sexy chat later, sharing thoughts and ideas xx

great finding out what turns you on

being open minded to the new xx

loving it xx

well as perdicted one very hung over Sir!!  very tired and delicate yesterday, but still a buzz to chat last night xx

today the warrior is back to his old self lol

must admit since you took over my head space everything is more intense and highten, the slightest of touches much more pleasurable.

feeling myself getting turned on much more quickly.

and every phone call and texts, simply brings more confidence in what could be coming!

much sexy fun to come xxx

oh god a weekend without any contact ..how will i cope!!!

how will i spend weekend trying not to think about you when all i want to do is think about you..

by being sensible and thinking about you as much as i like, by playing and cuming as often as i can and looking for the fun stuff weve been talking about.

and before i know it, it will be monday and youll be very hungover but it will still put the biggest smile on my face when i talk to you xxx

such fun xx

love chatting on the phone keeps everything real and normal,

cant get enough of the sexy texts,and giving over my sexual control.

your the first person i text in the morning and the last one at night

a lot of my thinking time is spent thinking about you and i really enjoy it.

small actions with meaning xx

having had time to think about weekend,couldnt find any negative aspects to it xx

so now its time to carry on building on all the positive feelings that i have..

so even though theres a few busy weekends coming up i think its okay to start having small thoughts about next time we meet.

small thoughts, realistic goals, and straight talking = no disappointment xxx 

p.s

and watching eastenders is a good thing xxxx

first full day after the weekend and still very much on a high!!

so even though everything is back to the same ole same ole, its all got a tiny bit of a different feeling to it..

not sure why, could simply be that when your happy everything seems that little bit easier..

so heres to holding on to that positive feeling for as long as possible!!!!

thank you xxx

WOW WHAT A WEEKEND!!!!

it was completely full of sex, fun and relaxtion, even the sun came out.

im now feeling content,fu*ked and happy.. which after all the nerves and worries i felt on friday seems a long time ago..

so a massive thank you once again, xx

and i still owe you a lunch and on a personnal note 2 days of stubble is perfect 3 days is a little too intense..

this is it!!! just one more sleep and its safe to say im a very excitied girl xxx

so roll on tomorrow and let the fun begin xx

cya soon xxx

people often say dont wish your life away enjoy each day.

well i can honestly say ive never wished a week away so much in my life.

2 days to go! seems such a short space of time, but when your waiting it feels so never ending.

so just keeping myself busy, with a lot of self control xxx

its tuesday,

pancake day and 3 days untill friday which is a very important day and one that im looking forward to very very much xx

hotel looks fab xx

counting down the days before i start counting down the hrs xx

still glowing in the aftermath of the weekend very very happy about how everything is going

dont know how ill cope till friday, but im sure someone will help me keep myself busy xxx

so please friday hurry up and get here xx

what an exceptional day yesterday was from the start untill i went to sleep, lots of sexy fun with great results!!!

forgot what a buzz giving control over to another was like,

so huge thank you, and just other step closer to making this weekend even better xxxx

i dont know about 24 hrs to tulsa cant believe its 7 days to paradise.

it seems its all systems go and i cant wait,

today i have allowed myself to officially start to get excitied xx

forgot how it felt to be excited, nervous a little apprehensive all at the same time.

 so much to look forword too.

 keeping myself grounded, but cant help myself hoping it will all go great

noted ham and cheese sandwich hard limit xx

things are developing very nicely,

dress picked

date agreed

and a sexy voice

 forgot what a tingle i get from those two words xxx

thank you

well what is there to say, other than what a difference 48 hrs make.

still walking little steps, but least im following a path now, and not wondering off in any direction.

thank you xxx

not allowing myself to get carried away in any way, just because he makes me smile, and not thinking of anything other than what to do for dinner tonight, but the man with the pocket full of possibilities is kinda cool !!!

must try harder to make sure that words written on here come across in the right way, otherwise may be more frowns than smiles

and that would never do. when your freak journal more than most!!

xx laters

just a quick note to say mixed day today

someone made me frown

and some one has made me smile lots

thank you for that x

hello just a quick note to say a new profile not a new sub, had to close account because there is some nasty people out there..

so dont need to be flooded with reqests thank you