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| I am a married middle class woman without any real experience in the BDSM lifestyle yet. I had some notions about it's existance through books and movies, but been immersed in a happy vanilla marriage so i never felt the need to explore my submissive side.
A few weeks ago one of my son's friends added me on Yahoo. One night i was up really late and chatted with Him during all night. Our conversation began very light and innocent, but after a few hours it developed into something more personal and erotic. It wasn't just cybersex but a Dom/sub play where he gave me orders and tasks to follow. To me it was a life changing experience. He made me feel things i never felt before and i loved to feel dominated and controlled.
The following month we had more of this cyber encounters and i found myself waiting for them the rest of my day, thinking about them when i was at work or with my family, etc...
But this young dominant man now wants and expects much more. He asked to meet on real life to dominate me in person, and intends to give me orders and tasks beyond our internet sessions, rules to carry on my vanilla life, etc..
I am now blocked because i don't know what to do. I love my husband and never cheated on him but i can't afford losing my new found submissive exploration. I thought on asking my husband to dominate me, but i know him well and he isn't dominant at all.
I would like to talk with other women who are (or once were) in my situation, and the Doms who met them. I would appreciate any advice from experienced people here
thanks in advance
xoxoxoxo
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