I am entirely new to exploring this aspect of myself. It is a side of me that has honestly dominated my thoughts for a long time, but for whatever reason, i pushed these desires aside hoping i could just be "normal". I am not "normal", however; and i'm okay with that now. I've come to terms with it. I am trying to get myself in peek physical shape before i post any pictures( though all my stats are accurate, i could be in better shape). I am also trying to improve myself before i "put myself on the market." I am going to learn to cook, garden, create websites, woodwork, and give expert messages, before i am ready to become anyone's slave. I might be ready for some online training in a couple months, after i get in better shape. until then i look forward to browsing the site and finding friends/mentors to guide me on my journey to become an acceptable 24/7 slave. |