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I want patio furniture a grill and a bounce house water slide for the kids who's gonna get me these things hmmmmmmm who ? |
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Bored out my mind right now |
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I want to just scream to the top of my lungs why me why then beating someone who is not him but I can pretend is him yes I'm crazy for him and alone I am |
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It's really hard all alone but I'm doing it I know in time I'll be ok |
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Some one anyone want to gift me a cat ? Wishes |
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The pain of withdrawal still hurts like a knife I still dream of u tears still roll down my face I can't breath I have lost all hope and all will to even fight it |
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I want a slave 8m not here to chit chat talk kinks if ur available for use then send me a message with the best way to contact u and what u have to offer all others bye bye in advance |
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Still all I want is u why |
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Why did daddy have to leave me turn me bitter |
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Slaves do not need to get to know there owners that's fake a slave is no more then property like a puppy do u get to know the new puppy u get before hand no u go to the breeder pick one and take it home to train that's it |
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My world is falling apart |
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Still can't get u out my mind when the wind blows it calls ur name |
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And I still long 4 him and I never knew who he is or what he looks like ya crazy |
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Because I love deeply I went out on a limb and the branch broke now I am to hurt to climb back up the tree |
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Its over. I was betrayed by my wife. Finding you online changed it all. Dont call me again..... ........ Is how he broke up with me like we had somthin any way he started with a fake picture and a lie any way never called told me he lived one place but really was from another and I still love him and never seen a real picture hung on to his every word when others told me he was bogus I still believed losing good chances to be with someone real ended up losing everything and he still wasn't man enough to tell me to my face a call to say it's over the punk text it one side girls beware of johan Leon if that's his real name he pretends to be a master. .... daddy type he's not he's a coward who can't keep woman happy |
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Daddies fake as fuck dom fake as fuck male slaves jerking there tiny cock all bull shit oh well |
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Ok it's official ever one on here is fake as fuck |
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Looking to thrash blonde hair blue eyes men |
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Since he hurt me so badly I'm turning dome so I can torcher all European or scandanaivean men |
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Ya he's hurt me to the core of me even through the lies thought I was loved and needed but was wrong so wrong |
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He played with my life then just Wales away new daddy plzz don't do that to me (I did find you on cs last week. It is time to move on for both of us. Good luck my love) is not how u leave a needy babby girl when she needs u that most |
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He lied and never gave me attion but it's my fault ok fine on to the next who's gonna be a good daddy to a very needy gal |
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When u fall hard it hurts |
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Homeless and alone is not how this was supposed to go but here I sit just like that thanks |
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Homeless and aline is not how I thought it would end up but that's exactly were I am |
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Homeless and aline is not how I thought it would end up but that's exactly were I am |
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Homeless and aline is not how I thought it would end up but that's exactly were I am |
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Homeless and aline is not how I thought it would end up but that's exactly were I am |
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Homeless and aline is not how I thought it would end up but that's exactly were I am |
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Homeless and aline is not how I thought it would end up but that's exactly were I am |
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I'm loyal very loyal but my loyalty only goes so far without pictures a adress and without being able to call and get a answer at any time what am I being loyal to a dream well then ull be loyal in my dreams and in real life I hope to find one who will care and guid me properly |
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Don't get my rants wrong I want to be lead I need a good fearless leader and great sex but I also crave companionship so pay attention to me |
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I really do believe now that I'll never find what I need I'm just not going to find it don't even know why the hell I keep trying |
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Gosh can I plzz plzz find a Dom daddy that pays attention to me I don't ask for much but but plzz some attention if I'm holding off everything for u at least let me be ab
To contact u when I need to |
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Well I'm back looking I need loyalty and consistency I don't do well on the occasion phone call or the no contact thing well at least now I onow what I want and need everything hapens for a reason he just must not of been the one right now |
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Well here I sit another weakened alone there has to be a cure for this |
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When u realize it's all just all over why bother with any of it ever ever again circle |
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I wish I was a door matt I do I do |
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Bigdaddyspanks44. ....is a dead beat daddy he will only have time for u on his lunch break from work away from his real family........ and if u ask him for more time and pictures or to get into his personal life he will kick u to the curb but if ur a door Matt and u like that he weaves the best storys
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But in site I've learned what I want learned what I need so I'll be much more ready for my forever daddy or for daddy right now hmmmm |
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Well strike number one has shown it's true colors and has set me free .......he was a dead beat daddy any ways only contacting me on his lunch break never any other time of day and if I call ant other time of day won't answer sounds like a case of I got a wife I have to hide u from to me .............never on a weakened and never at down time plzzz I need more then that sooo much more |
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A true slave never complains and keep making demands. ...her only wish is to serve her master and make him happy...i have failed and i am sorry for that...i get the feeling we shoulde end this...will call to say goodby later... after I asked for pictures and a address because I'm supposed to be owned by him well good rides to strike number 1 I won't jump so fast next time that's for sure of well on to the next hope the next is real |
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Just wondering has any other slaves talked to my daddy Daddyspanks44? |
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Could I take the pain of a sadistic dom sadio the hard core ones maybe just once twice but 247 ohhh no no no twice a yr maybe but daily basis ohh nooo un un why and I'm not being judgmental just really curious |
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Untended embers slowly smokes into flames creaping up and burning down whole towns villages cities in its rage hot and fiery singing every thing near and dear and streching far and wide many race to put it out risking life and limb many others ring the alarm but it's to late that fire rages on |
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Dead beat daddy dom I wait and long for ur attention posted bye the phone for ur calls throw a tantrum when u don't pick up cry like a baby when nothing comes through but u know through it all daddy I love u |
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When u know u have the one and nothing in the world is right again |
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U know what I'm a big girl I can wipe my own tears never needed anyone before to help me do it why would I need someone now love don't die but it Sure changes suck it up and drive on u know how to reach me at anytime day or night I'm right here waiting 4 u |
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All I need right now is two words plzz |
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Reconfirmed why I never bothered before to get married and really live with a man saw a address today the man is clearly married he says it he's honest that's a great thing honesty but he's looking to control a slave ...sub now for me that's azzzz unless his wife was dome that's totally different issue but I have a problem with I have a vanilla house wife at home she's not a bad wife but....... and poor wife has no clue at alll why her husband is so distant ect that's bad u can't control ur life how the hell u supposed to take on the responsibility u would have to a slave ..... sub ....... ummmm correct me if I'm wrong but I don't think that's how that works or is it I'm working on being more clear these days I may be wrong ? |
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In (love) and in longing cuts like a two edge sword..... in love and in binding must be like bliss I am learning the first the hard way .... |
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Omg my life my life my life I'm tired of it all something has got to give just let one thing work out for me 1 fucking thing every thing allways blows up in my face and I'm left standing left to pick up all the pieces alone when everyone eles watches points and laughs when ur used to everything going wrong allways how do u ever trust that something will work in ur favor ? |
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I wanna become a collarspace.com match maker yes yes I do I got a couple in mind that would look so cute together hmmm |
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Weakened 3 will I survive Mardi Gras weakened in bama yesss yesss I will I will not be a thot. I won't I won't I will not be a whore nope nope I will tailgate with my tail in my gate that man if he Holla I better look straight keep on moving only go out with the mama's and don't stay out to late I can do it be daddy's good girl BE DADDYS good girl ok ...........ok......my pep talk |
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"You are slave if I say do it u have to u know " some stranger said to me ........ ..um no I am owned property of bigdaddyspanks44 if u want anything from me u must go through him thank u |
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Ok when I said I love the nudes and dic pictures I was being sarcastic don't no one really wanna see that shit or have to hide ya phone when ya log in to check mail stop it |
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Loneliness is really bad ..... another new feeling. .....
And I am starting to question everything. .........
Why when before I didn't care
but now I care and it's killing me softly. ..............
They say love don't hurt ...........
They mutter fruking lie |
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Love it when guys here post nudes just love it |
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I've finished my task for today it's quickly becoming a bore like work daunting and tasteless killing the urge and driving me into a dark loneliness place but I must finish what I've been told to do |
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So much I just don't understand I know what I feel but I don't understand I guess in due time all will be clear I'm tired of the conflict inside of me just hold me master and set it all free |
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http://youtu.be/yutmTFtalKs was in conflict a few days ago so I went for a ride in the car in tears I cred out plz plzz the radio was playing garbage on every station so I started flipping through and liked the sound of the music it reminded me of masters voice so I started listening to the words http://youtu.be/yutmTFtalKs it felt like exactly what I needed to hear http://youtu.be/yutmTFtalKs |
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The distance is long and the time is allways short I long for so much more I think he thinks I'm afraid I am not I know his passion is dark I know what he craves and am a willing participate in his lust I'm soft and demure on the out side but on the inside my cravings are just as dark and twisted as his I am not afraid like he thinks and I can take anything he gives me more then my sweet side let's on he reads me like a book but I do have hidden pages to explore things that can't be talked about things that are only for my masters plesure training me will be his plesure learning all he desires is my gift but the distance is choking me and the seldom is scary very time has never been my friend but I'll hold on |
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Today is just a day like any other day.any other time can't wait for things to be different than ordinary |
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Well off to ed I finshed my task for today wish my daddy was around :( |
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I'm bored bored out of my mind boredom bored uggg just need something to do |
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Yes I am owned and in waiting my master is far in distance I have given my self to him and I am waiting to be claimed. ....conquered but unpacked up like a prety little package I wait for his use |
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Just blah today need some excitement Alabama goes dead in winter |
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Days when we talk are awsome days when we don't not so good |
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I'm going to be soo good and sweet today it hurts |
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I lied at the being of this day it turned out to be quiet awsome and now it's almost over can't wait to see what tomorrow brings ahhhh...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz |
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I love to serve I have a servants heart I love people and all creation .........My master is blessed there is no need to conquer I love to serve and serve willingly in trust my master will bring me to no harm ........yes I'm quite spoiled and desire my master a lot like a small child demand it's only because I long to serve ................... I have a servants heart humble and meek obedient and kind...... yet strong like a lion in my duty to home never a doormat no one shall walk all over me .....but will bend for masters will because he is king master of all things and I follow his lead as I know his leadership will lead me to no harm I have a servants heart there no need to be harsh |
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Maybe I'm not sub or slave st all maybe I'm dom myself even though I don't think I'd like to see a strong man at my feet no that's pitiful a crying beginning man who needs me um na can't do that it was just a thought........... I don't know wtf I need ya I do I need a daddy caring nurturing and a little bit of a sexually charged sadistic just a bit not to much that's my dream |
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Can't nothing make today good I'm sure |
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My heart and mind is realign from the state of confusion I'll be ok 8n a few days |
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I've cred all night with no relief I hope he's happy now |
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She needs to feel appreciated and cared about. She needs to be fucked and tormented all while knowing she is my princess and the center of my affection. She needs my roughness, my pinching, prodding hands. She needs my delicate strokes, my reassuring, loving caresses................. this is the man I seek I need to call daddy he gets my needs ? |
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Wondering will he even tell me it's over sad so sad |
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Shut someone tell me a success story on here plzz |
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Who am I kidding I'm never going to matter to anyone any way I might as well become a whore |
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Now this post is for my daddy ...Daddyspanks44. ......
IF THIS IS A RELEASE DADDY. ..........then u need to let me know I'm no whore (daddy's slut yes) but whore I can not do alone (whore on daddy's arm ) no problem nyph oh yes for him........
If I am not for u ok no hard feelings let me find who's 4 me I'll wait 3 days no longer
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Now that I have had a good first try and a great lesson lol buddie strike number 1 ........yep u were right folowed my heart should of know better now how long to wait for me to try with my mind f my heart that bitch is all ways wrong my mind is much more beautiful any way on to the next I have a mission to complete my daddy is some were I'll find him |
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What hurts right now is he could of found a hundred other ways to release me |
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Ya I know it's the net what did I think I was going to get duh |
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When it happens plzz friends do not say I told u so not one of u I promise to give fat lips to chick's and guys a swift kick in the balls ok ......ok |
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Situation were daddy is near and he wants me to be a little whore for him I am ready for but to go out and whore all on my own I can't I just can't what if 8m murdered I am all my kids have I can't risk it to many ways to go bad now I have no daddy and I truest of all true love him |
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My heart is in so much pain but I can't be a whore I can't |
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I can not be a whore on my own account with no protection from the wolves I don't want seed of no other but he who owns me I will do mostly as I am told I guess but for my safety sake this I can't do I have children that I alone are responsible for all those it hurts my heart more then anything in this world has hurt me I must call safe word and let master go maybe it was all just a dream any way as much as it hurts I am not a whore I am a slut a breeding brat a domestic slave but never a whore I am unowned he don't want me |
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I'm so scred from what I've found whore women art treated very nicely it's a big difference from a Horny woman and a whore o my so scred I'm in tears why master wants this |
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Why what is my loyalty my love not enough I don't want to share what I have for master with any other but I must be my new name whore and go to New York to be used as such I'm terrified I have 6 days I must be strong and be as master wishes I am whore |
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I'm terrified to become a whore without daddy's protection but I must odey and follow I have found out that whore isn't treatment as nice as a breeding brat it's all going to be a lot to handle and I must orgasms to I'm so scared terrified |
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Whore ...... verb prostitute
of a woman) work as a prostitute:
"she spent her life whoring for dangerous men"
Omg omg I have to have 5 organism a day for 6 days until daddy will talk to me again how am I going to do that and dangerous men will not be nice to my sweet self they might wreck my body so I can't breed again tears why is Daddyspanks44 making me a whore why
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Whore ...... verb prostitute
of a woman) work as a prostitute:
"she spent her life whoring for dangerous men"
Omg omg I have to have 5 organism a day for 6 days until daddy will talk to me again how am I going to do that and dangerous men will not be nice to my sweet self they might wreck my body so I can't breed again tears why is Daddyspanks44 making me a whore why
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Daddy has said punishment....your new name is whore...use it...i want 5 orgasms every day in 6 days........ I don't know how to be a whore as its not in my nature can someone help me with this punishment I must endure for master I don't know how |
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My n?name is whore I feel like I'm going to die but it's ok |
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I am owned property I can talk to others but the conversation must stay oh sooo vanilla weather sports curent events ect .... if u go anywhere eles I'm sorry we can not speak ...... I love my daddy I will not be getting a spanking |
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Blissfully egnoring the facts and it's ok today tomorrow or next week just know forever is a long time |
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As I go to take care of dinner I am so happy daddy owns me and happy to have meet some kick azz people and some of the most dark creapesiest people ever also but hey to each there own I am good daddy has all I need and we'll wishes work if u give up in belief and hard work who are u |
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Ohh daddy spanks and it hurts yes and I learn I yearn for him to train me mold me I love him |
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He brings me to the brink of madness then pulls me back in to sooth me tantalizing my every sence without even being present a uion in the flesh will be quite explosive I'm so lucky dare I say blessed to be his to be owned ty all who wishing us well I realize now pain fear and angst will come and so will he to wash all of it away if I just hold on |
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When he calls his voice is like water to my heart cold water that shocks and turns instantly hot the sensation ripples down my spine to my spot and Burts into a million electric charges just from his words I hang on to every syllable to milk the sensation he owns me I can't even run the mental tie that binds me to him is to strong to be broken even if I run kicking and screaming I'll just return begging for his voice to sooth me so I shall not run |
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I may be dumb as a bag of rocks yes but I want him to lead me lead me off a cliff to a raging fire yes yes yes smoke and mirrors it may be but still I need him him to lead me......yep gone straight ape shit |
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Screaming to the top of my lungs I miss u gosh |
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Tears on my face tell me I'm wrong tell me to just hold on tell me ur live is stronger then all this |
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I'm starting to feel like a stalker and I am not that girl un un no that's not fair |
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As a submissive women I am torn right now between to trust and obey without question and ............if it's to good to be true ...............it usaly is ??????????? |
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Hmm wish this site had a out the fakes posted on the message boards would make it more better I should reach out and form a police squad hell |
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They univers is fucking with me the first time in a bit that the baby is sleeping and no one creating around master is bizzy in meetings uggg |
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So ready for daddy to be here with me waiting has all ways been my down fall I don't do it well I guess I'll learn now how to do that ...... |
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Finding a man to fuck is easy piece of cake finding a daddy Dom who wants to breed take a lot more work I'm so lucky |
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Yaaaa just got a call I'm going out with the girls tonight I'm gong to get soooooo oo drunk that's a promise |
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Never play with someone emotions if I say I'm going to do something online expect it to be done my word and loyalty holds strong that goes for anything with me if I say it I mean it if I show it I'm gonna prove it all I'm asking is be the same for me I have enough bogus people in my life please I don't want anymore ...... if u want to know my boo size ask master I'm owned if ya wanna talk kink ask master hell instructions me to talk or not if u want to chat sports curent events weather or just chit chat ya sure talk to me I'm bored waiting for master no I won't just leave him ..... ok ya he lives far and may never come but that's my fate if it's so and still even in that He Daddyspanks44 is my master a vow is a vow u make it don't break it and don't treat lightly or am I the only one on earth that believe in this concept yes my service is long distance yes it's quite hard but I knew what I signed up for I made the promise to hold on until he decides I no longer fill his service and pass me on step back and look or find ur own there is nothing anyone can do to protect me but master I won't be swoop away shaken or moved till masters call tells me to convince him if u can but he's quite a strong man I don't see him sharing anytime soon but who knows just know if u do get through and he decides to give u some on my hide know once he snaps his fingers I'm gone back to masters quick as a wink ud be left standing not knowing what to think I love my master I could not love u even after my master is all through |
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Whoa no more up all night then afternoon napping for me no un un vivid dreams wish me love and easy births |
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Sorry if anyone has any hard feelings but yes I am owned I love meeting new people and have a friendly kind of chat but anything more that is all up to my daddy sorry boys this ones Taken |
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He has awakened something inside me so deep that it has driven me crazy lost in a fever a to rent of emotions I can't control how was he able to do this when I'm so logical what is this dare I say it's love I'm drowning in it with no site of a shore line trow me a rope pull me in but plzz plzz don't leave me drowning just walking away does me no good in all of this the ends need to be tied ND if u don't want this plzz say so don't leave to wonder for the rest of my life ...... thus is not typically me it's something you have done now fix it mend it or tell me it's nothing something anything not this not now I have kids I have to take care of be strong for plzzz |
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