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belledenuit

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To be honest - I'm not entirely sure that this is the right place to really find what I'm seeking... We shall see! I'm a creative, cerebral, introverted girl with a penchant for people watching and drinking strong tea at any time of day. I'm currently in college (trying to decide if my major is the one that I'm truly passionate about) and employed making your favorite type of coffee beverages in the afternoons. I'm a bit shy - tough and vulnerable at the same time, I've been told - and I tend to keep very inside my head. (Although if you can get me talking about something I'm passionate about, I'm quite keen on debating!) On a more intimate note, I've yet to really connect love and sex in my mind. That's just where I'm at in my life, I suppose. Love is a plane to be explored further and sex is generally a bit boring. I haven't found the right thrills I'm looking for in regards to intimacy and the only sparks of pleasure I have felt are when I am feeling very vulnerable. I know this doesn't exactly translate into a BDSM type of relationship and I don't think it ever will be a lifestyle I want to live fully - it's just the closest thing to a man being the dominant one and me being able to enjoy the vulnerability that brings out in me.

-How real, how beautiful the world looks once the waiting is over. Oh how new and untouched by the dirty footprints and bloody claw marks. This will be worth it. I want to choose the wicked way and come out the other end victorious! I will show you my arms and they will be clean, and my legs, they will be clean too. And I will shout, “Hey! I touched nothing on my way to you! I touched and fought no one! I came to you tame and willing, do as you please with me!”- I'm only really looking for friends and confidantes right now...so message me if you'd like!

alethabcgc
 
 Age: 20
 United states, New York