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| i got involved in D/s with my Master, and learned everything i know from Him and His friends. We were together 3 years but earlier this year He got the opportunity to move for a job. He gave me the option of waiting for him or until He could move me to be with Him or being on my own. i chose to wait but He recently told me that relocating to Him won't be possible and that i shouldn't think of my self as his anymore. That's really hard for me but He also decided that it would be easier if we didn't even communicate anymore so i don't have much choice.
The last two years i've been a full time slave to Him and now i find that not having that control and ownership leaves me feeling completely lost and confused. i was talking with someone else i know who's involved in D/s too and she asked if i would rather be screaming in pain or laughing with joy. Realizing that screaming felt more comfortable and was what i prefered made me realize i need to find someone else who can give me the things i need to have to be able to live.
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