sashays to the dance pit steps light and sure a primal beat staring ... long flaming  tresses flying behind her... whiskey hued eyes widening in fear . tattered silks hanging about lethe frame. small face showing panic and fear as He draws closer . srcambling daring left trying desperally to find a place to hide biting crimson lip to bite back crys of cold  terror. diving  into the sands , tossing long tresses off terror stricken face.... breasts heaving from share fear as the cymbles crash the beat pounding, crawling forwords ,pressing sleek body deeper into the sands crouching like a a stalking sleen. crouching low in her hiding place, trembling with fear. nerve on edge , looking up eyes wild , cocking her head to the left listening ... shivering as she hears His steps unable to hold back her fear crys out as He see's her the one that would own her . jumping up ( to a clash of cymbals) running trying to find a new place to hide looking wildly left and right looking behind her she see's Him so close His shadow merges with hers fear so strong raises up in her she fears His Mind even in her terrified mind she knows He is toying with her twists leaping aside body fliping in the air as she dodges Him...feeling His hot breath on the nape of slender neck she gathers up all her thoughts and straingth to excape only to turn and see Him right there still. crying out as she is tossed to the ground clashing cymbals mixing with her cry of rage and fear... rolling over again and again trying to break free trying to fend off this strong Master who has entrapped her , The drum pounds mixing with the beat of her heart . writhing and kicking slight frame pinned o the hot sands bountious globes of coral tipped flesh  heaving pulse pounding in her ears ... . small frame undulating, fighting as He pulls her arm over her head pining them with ease kicking and bucking trying to get out from under His powerful body . She twisting and turning... crying out in fear and anger as he presses his body more fermly against her own

shaking her head trying to ignore His words feeling her heart quicken all the same whimpering in fear and frustration knowing in her heart He is right . small body tingles with the force of what He has awakened inside of her , moaning as she is pressed harder into the sands Fisting her long tresses in a strong Hand He yanks her head forsing it up ...crushing His lips to hers forcing her to open them wider taking what He seeks leaving her No choice forcing till she resits no more moaning softly as her heated body betrays her ... instinctive arousal cousing a primal hunger suddenly she arching up pressing against him fighting no more she lowers slender arms laying by her side palms facing up as tears trickle in chrystaline waves silken thighs parting sinfully wide showing to her shame her entence need slightly rounded Hips lifting slightly low moans escape crimson lips as need flow's threw her like molten lava for this Master trying to fight it but loosing suddenly He moves freeing her instently moving  to tender knees small body paining aching from the fight for freedom, His Ice blue eyes  look down at her almost mockingly silently forcing her to admit her need to submit to Him lifting whiskey hued eyes she looks to Him standing over her so tall and Strong not a sound is her but the soft crys and gasps of a slave . a crys is torn from crimosn lips at His unspoken demands instently at a motion she kneels tall silken thighs parting wickely wide leath bak straight thrusting out bountious globes arching her back deeply offering herself up to Him raising delicate writs crossing them instently . bowing her head deeply submitting to her Master... knowing He owns all she is ... body and soul heart and mind not daring to move she stays that way untill she feels the cold steel placed around slender throat shivering as she hears a soft click. whiskey eyes shinning brightly as she lowers small hands to tender thighs the beginnings of a smile softening her small face
la kajira

Hurt Me
Twist me, Cut me,
your pure bliss,
Slice open a vein,
And seal it with a kiss.

Slice me, Hurt me,
once but no more,
i felt you slapped me in the face,
And I wind up on the floor.

Bruise me, Break me,
hear me scream,
this was oh so mean.

Whip me, Chain me,
im restrained,
Listen to my chorus,
Screams of pain.
Bite me, Stab me,
I feel the pain,
i have only myself to blame

just a couple poems  by me 

Vampire Kiss

Your tongue burns my cool skin like molten flame,
As you pierce my soul I silently scream your name,
I kiss your lips and taste your bloodied soul,
Feel the blood engorge us and make our love whole,
You come to me silently on wings of blackest night,
Consuming my heart with your dark lover's bite.
Joyously my blood gushes forth and splashes your face,
As my fevered body you now so passionately embrace,
My soul sings your black desires in endless refrain,
My dark angel lover you make pleasure such sweet pain. 

Night Ritual

Around, all around, the shadows gather.My love  grows as the Dark One's touch falls against my heart.

 It wounds me,making Me His  darkly my life's blood drips to the wicked earth that was is my prison.
 In a haze of shock I dance while Necromancers shadow takes my hand.Now no longer  alone, my cascade of tears falls upon darkened eyes.

In a haze of shock I dance while Necromancers shadow takes my hand.Now no longer  alone, my cascade of tears falls upon darkened eyes.

 by beautyDL

been a while since ive written in here , sorry life got in the way as it often does when you take care of a disabled person 24/7  365. ok so rereading my anita blake books again sooo lvoes then just cant read them enough and read the newest  Gor book god it sucked wore then the rest  he is a boring ass writter  and now guns are allowed on gor ewwwww not happy about that .

I am bitchy as  hell today in pain and No smokmes god i need to quit smoking  and maybe when the pain is under control I can wish me luck with these new pills 

ok people lets get Some things straight !!!!!!

im NOT A SUBBIE  IM NOT A PAIN SLUT 

so if that is what you want DO NOT contact me 

and again CHAT HERE DOES NOT WORK FOR ME SO DONT BOTHER ASKING ME TO CHAT

aNOTHER NEW ONE ENJOY 

Night Ritual

Around, all around, the storm clouds gather.
My dread grows as the Dark One's touch falls against my naked soul.
It crushes me, and darkly my
essence drips
to the broken ground.
In a haze of shock I beg forgiveness
while oblivion surrounds me.
Now alone, my fervent plea falls upon darkened eyes.

This is my salvation

just a little something i wrote now 

dark love

It is a night of dark desire, a song of sorrow,
wolves vent their loneliness. The beautiful one
wakens.

Mist shrouds her deathly form,
a timeless desire.

Her raven hair cascades over
translucent ivory shoulders, and her
full deeply crimson lips part slightly, to taste the
life streaming from the
pale flesh beneath
her.

Now a night of ecstasy,
I weep.

well  im sick again i sware to god its something in this house making me sick, went to bed early but got almost no sleep, and og course mothing is making my life miserable what else is new I pack my life in a suit case to take care of her cause she is sick and im the bad guy  *hahaha* go figgure, 

so Life sucks right now  I tired of being back stabed  by people who are supost to be loved ones or friends  why is it every time You help someone Your stabbed in the back

so well gues such is life

just a little something I wrote

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

This night I shall dream of your bedazzling Raven hair and Panther-eyes.
Wrapped in echoes of your mellifluous heart-music,
I long to sip from your passionful lips.
In my dreams, we fly on the exquisite wings of desire -- skimming vast continents of stars and moons
The depths of all the oceans of the universe shall never separate our souls.
Brilliant as saphires, the seas greet us from afar.
In the twilight we feast on chocolate-coated kisses and tender words of love
Adorned in white silk, our moans thundering chimes of passion from our mouths.
I press the scent that that is you so that our passions melt into one.
You will always be my desire, my  devotion shining though eye of love.

c/w beauty_dl

What can you do when You Live in a shoe ???? Move to a boot and get laced !

that is who what i feel like doing right now , nothing cuts you to the quick more then family betraying You move so family You have done everything in Your power to help

ok all here goes nothing ,Collar me Collar me what can I say about it except they really need to screane some of these people better, some are just sick O'k Sick!!!! Some Dude I've never met Messages me out of the blue saying He wants to shove Knifes into my Cunt !! his exact words !! really what the hell s up with some here others are sweet and kind and friendly and understand protocall......Friend yes You Know who you are , Masters I lke and respect You too Know who You are thank you for making my time here worth it while scum bags like that Jurk well im too good of a slave to tell you were you  should go

Ok girls , boys Masters /Sirs Mistress's and Ma'am's  here is a good one this Dom as he calls Himself  got all Mad at me cause I wouldn't send Him pictures Ive been fighting a migrain for day Im sick  and grumpy and give pics ONLY if  I trust the person or they have earned the right to see My face , i may be slave but I do have the right to withhold pictures ! as do all subs / slaves

So here is the crap  this So called Dom said to me to me it sounds like a child taking a temper tantrum when you tell some one you will speak to them as a friedn  it means as a friend

Imtiaz Shimul: put them comp now if you haven't any problem
beauty: god i just finished saying Im not
beauty: Im going to bed drugged up

Imtiaz Shimul: and put something into your pussy and ear stupid bitchwhore

beauty: Growls Now getting PISSED
beauty: IM NOT a WHORE and I warned You about calling Me Whore or slut good BYE NOW

Imtiaz Shimul: just get out motherfucker stupid illiterate bitchwhroe
Imtiaz Shimul: get out forever you slutty street pig
Imtiaz Shimul: motherfucker stupid
Imtiaz Shimul: fuck your mom

beauty: keep going 
beauty: Ive been insulted by better, a TRUE DOM treats slaves with respect they Understand when a slave is sick they care for slaves protect and cherish them in return the slave respects and Serves them

Imtiaz Shimul:t you haven't the quality of being a slave really because you are such an illiterate stupid bitch.

Imtiaz Shimul: ha ha
Imtiaz Shimul: whaat a joke

Imtiaz Shimul: loooooooooool
Imtiaz Shimul: fucking stupid

Imtiaz Shimul: ha ha ha

Imtiaz Shimul: great
Imtiaz Shimul: what a great joke 
Imtiaz Shimul: stupid bitchwhore

beauty: Bitch Oh ya when treated like shit like You treated me ya
Imtiaz Shimul is typing...
Imtiaz Shimul: ok now fuck your whore mom
beauty: Whore Nope Ive fucked two guys in my Life and I married both of them

Foot note:::: just cause a girl is a slave it dont mean she is a slut or a whore !

Ive talked to Others about this man  and turns Out He does this a lot  Look out for him  everyone , i told this man i would talk to Him and get to know him as a friend that was all seems he didn't listen to that  either 

 this is the type of person that makes me Wonder why I stay in collar me  but then Ive met a few  Friends who make it worth while 

well back from visiting with mom again and have to read more of that boring auther Daniel Steel and fell asleep reading her again! mom  isnt looking to good and slept most of the time well laters 

Well it has been another long day and will be longer still. girl has swept and mopped the floors , washed walls  ,done dishes , baked up a storm, done laundry ,prepared the stuff for supper reorganized the moves (mine and my mom and dads) steam cleaned the rugs  and is even Now  boxing up stuff we dont need and putting them in the storage room , still dont know when mom will return from hospital but is trying to get the house as steril as one can with 3 dogs ,2 cats and a bunny so much to do in this old house  still have to shower and do my hair and face to go to hospital  and make supper before we go , No rest for the wicked* giggles* maybe when I get home tonight after doing the dishes i can find some time to chill out and read a bit , Im rereading the  anita blake hunter books by Laural K hamilton I just love them Ive read them so many times they are falling apart! gotta love Anita she is a 5 foot 3 Woman who hates being called cute and adorable *hehehe* so do I guess that is one reason I like her * these books suck to in You  get to know everyone its like You know them in person really . but enough about the books . time to get my  slave butt back to work before the tiredness takes over and I start to feel lazy. I feel lazy if I take too much of a break  weird huh well  ttfn bblater maybe 

ok well i know i have not written in here in a bit but to be honest I barely get the time to breath lately Mom  has been getting more and more needy and is right now in the hospital which is were I am most times now. I love mom to death but to be honest  its nice to get a good nights sleep for a change. I Miss  truely serving someone , being held and charished i miss kneeling at a Mans feet. cant even think on that till im no longer needed here  anyways enough said 

ok wore out from baking from 3 am till now  going to head to bed for some me time (reading) then of to lullibye  land 

ok Home been home a few days and going NUTS trying to catch up on the cleaning since i've been gone I swear to the gods  ,if i had of been away longer  this place would be condemed , i mean how hard is it so put shit back or take your clothing to the laundry room lol , this slave needs a slave ~giggles~ anyways back home yayyyyyyyy

ok just to make this clear im still in the hospital fighting pnamonia

so if i dont respond right away its not that im ignoring you its that im really sick I will get back to you when I have a moment and or am feeling up to it

OK Seriously  what the Hell is with Some of the Doms here How many times do i have to say PRIVATE CHAT DOES NOT WORK FOR ME SO DO NOT SEND ME REQUESTS TO PRIVATE CHAT IS THIS BIG ENOUGH AND BOLD ENOUGH TO READ ...................NO PRIVATE CHAT REQUESTS THERE SAID IT TWICE GET THE MESSAGE YET

well seems like some people can not read or just don't bother to read Profiles 

Come on PEOPLE READ  !!!! it  states in my profile that the Private chat here  don't work for me ... what do People do Invite me to Private chat ! 

if You cant read my damn Profile don't Contact Me ! its that damn simple

well so far im been insulted , put down ,and by the odd One actually respected . Some have tryed to claim me ~sorry boys it dont work that way as i have told those who have tryed that  i will Not be forced into any type or relation ship! Oh and  people actually try reading my Profile and Ladys get a Damn Grip  friendship is fine but if you have Tits and OR a Pussy  BACK the hell Off I do NOT DO CHICKS  NOT even With Strap ons so stop trying to force the Issue or You will fine Im not all sweetness and roses but i have a wicked Bite like a well aged brandy !!!