I am an attractive, devoted, loving submissive woman who longs to belong to an African American Dom/Master/Husband one day who would enjoy forcing me to endure and suffer emotional pain and humiliation.  I dream of being treated as a servant, even having to endure his affairs with other women if he wishes. I like to perform maid, servant, and domestic duty, and also to serve in personal, business, sexual, and other  aspects.  I am an emotional masochist and seeking an emotional Sadist. I do like some physical pain but mostly I like being ordered around, slapped, flogged, yelled at, reprimanded, called names, given restrictions, protocols, and signs of inferiority, etc. I think a superior male chauvinist would be my best mate but wonder where to find someone who truly understands the emotional and psychological realm of this lifestyle, rather than just the purely sexual or pain-related.  In other ways, however, I would want us to have a socially, economically, and overall fulfilling life together in every dimension.  I do love to travel, have fun, dine, etc. as well as good humor, cuddling, etc.  I am very loving and super-devoted, as well as passionate about serving in every dimension of domestic, personal, business, sexual life, etc.  And I am a Christian seeking same from a man who is admirable and of good character.  Yet, beneath all the theme of humiliating subjugation would reign.  I am intelligent and educated and do have a career and life.  However, I also want to be fulfilled on the deepest level and to spend my life devoted to the pleasure and service of my One.  I crave symbols of inferiority such as eye restrictions, rules, etc. and to serve someone who is in this as a lifestyle and lovestyle, not as just kink or fetish.  NO rude or sexual replies will be answered.