Ok about time I updated this profile. No longer am I on the outside looking in. I am not well versed, but neither am I just a noob wishing that they could find someone to do a scene, or play with. With that being said, I am always interested in learning more because the day we stop learning about our selves is the day that we pass into that cold night.

I am considered by some a heavy bottom, a masochist by others, but I consider myself just me.

As you can see, I am a Pre-op TS, been on hormones since 2003, and been Full Time since May 8th of 2005.

I am such a duality in terms it isn't even funny. I am a girly girl who likes wearing heels and skirts and dressed to the 9's. But on the opposite side, I like getting down and dirty while playing airsoft.

What I am searching for on here, and in real life is a Master/slave relationship. Even though I may be new, I know exactly what I am looking for.

And now for the quotes
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"Nature has placed mankind under the governance of two sovereign masters, pain and pleasure. It is for them alone to point out what we ought to do, as well as to determine what we shall do. On the one hand the standard of right and wrong, on the other the chain of causes and effects, are fastened to their throne. They govern us in all we do, in all we say, in all we think"-Jeremy Bentham

"Live with a man 40 years. Share his house, his meals. Speak on every subject. Then tie him up, and hold him over the volcano's edge. And on that day, you will finally meet the man." -Shan Yu (Firefly)

Conflict is an inevitable part of life -Sun Tzu "The Art of War"

"Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Willing is not enough; we must do."-B. Lee

"Courage is being scared to death - but saddling up anyway"-John Wayne