8/26/2011 8:55:11 AM: I think my life is harder now than it ever was. There are the haves and the have nots. I am one of the have nots, I was collared almost six months ago by one of the haves. I lived in a beautiful home, had a car to drive,my granddaughter whom i have guardianship over has serious medical problems and she has been through more than any little girls should have. It was kind of a package deal. Then out of the blue i was told pack our stuff we were dropped back into the hellish life we came from. Told my granddaughter was not wanted and now have no way to get her to her doctors appointments. Now not only is my life left up in the air but she has to suffer as well. Everything was put out front from the beginning and i was assured there was no problem, now i got a little girl that does not understand why her pa pa does not want her anymore,i am left with no answers only silence. My life has been turned upside down

8/23/2011 8:15:35 AM: We are the Sensitives It is our gift and curse to carry, that double edged sword. Love and Anqiush Ecstacy and Dispair. All the muses that tug at our soul. We are the Empaths and the Victims. We are the ones that feel emotions most deeply. We dance in highest moments. Cry at deepest hurts. We feel our own mirth and turmoil. Rage and Sadness and others. Open-Bare- Exposed

8/22/2011 6:57:13 PM: i gave you my heart and you hid it, I gave you my Love and you took it I gave you my soul, you abandoned it, I gave you mu body, you ravaged it I gave you everything that was special to me, and you turned it all into Misery But i can't thank you enough for your teachings. That to take Love you must take a beating I knew it was true but you proved it to me that Love is a word without meaning So give me back my heart if it's still beating and my body if it's quite bleeding And my Soul if you can find it The Love i gave is yours, i lost it and to you i wish no hostilities, for it was my own stupididty to believe in a thing called Love

8/21/2011 5:18:07 PM: i guess i can't say anything on here, it all comes back to bite me on the ass. My life is in turmoil, my soul is in limbo and i feel like i am under a gag order not to express my views and opinions

8/5/2011 7:21:48 PM: The beginning of the end or what,what do i know i am a slave an expendable commody, but it has it's ripple affects, this has caused torment to my very precious granddaughter who loves her pa pa very much, she is asking me questions i cannot answer. All the power and decisions  are in my Masters hand, i am merely his pawn. I am depressed over the slightest mention he is moving away.just when i got my granddaghter enrolled in classes her, and set up for home schooling everything is falling apart