A very bad meetings with people I met from here. I was safe and did it as people suggested, but neither were who they said. :-( I think I'm taking a break. One nice person here said I should go to 'second life' where I can become what I want to be. I'm not into video games, but she said it's not that. So I'm going to check it out. If you have any info on it, please send it along. Nancy

I've met a wonderful man who has really helped me make sense of a lot of things. And more importantly he's made me understand I don't have to feel bad about wanting what I want. I'm not someone who interests him in the long term, but it feels great to have a friend with experience I can use to bounce things off as I go forward. Thanks, Sam. You rock!

Just wanted to say that those who think 'If you are serious, contact me' is some sort of interesting way to contact me, it totally isn't.I know this is hard to believe but it's possible for me to be serious and at the same time NOT be interested in you... either cause your profile is blank, or it doesn't say anything about the stuff I'm talking about, or because you just sent me this big cut and pasted thing you send everyone.That's all. :-)Nancy

I went to a local 'meet' last night... thanks to some cool people I met through this place, and the advice to go from someone that I trust.And I'm super glad that I did.  These people were cool... and they treated me like the stuff I'm looking for... doesn't make me crazy, nor does it make me like just a person who is supposed to accept every stupid offer that people make.And they were real people too with real lives, and it was super nice. I know they go and do lots of stuff beyond meeting for a chinese food buffet (lol) but this was just step one for me.And even if none of these people can like end up doing what I am looking for... the way they explained it if I hang with them and learn from them -- about them and about me -- then it will make me more ready to take the big step.It was an awesome night.  The only reason I didn't write about it last night was that I couldn't put it into words until today.To sum it up -- I met some people who didn't make me feel like a freak for wanting what I want... and I can never thank them enough!

Off on a mini-vaca today... and i'm psyched!Can't say where, but it's to a city that is so nice, they named it twice! :-)- Nancy