10/10/2012 3:15:50 PM: Listening to other guys talk about their sex lives...I start to see how abnormal I am. I just don't feel the way they do. In some respects I do.....but there is a large chasm there.

9/20/2012 12:54:40 PM: The world has become much more magical for me. I've been doing things my way the way I want to do them. Being yourself pays off. I'm feeling very happy these days:)

9/17/2012 6:07:26 AM: I keep seeing these chicks that look like boys. They cut their hair short, don't wear makeup, and basically wear men's clothing, and nobody cares. They can even work like that and nobody cares. That irritates me because, culturally speaking, I don't have that kind of freedom. Sure, I'm technically free to do it....but ...c'mon. I would be considered a pervert or weirdo. And then people would ask me 'why would you want to do that?' People always want to question the motives of transvestites....or 'cure' them. I can stop crossdressing. That's a non-issue. What I CAN'T do is erase the urge to. And it's not simply about clothes. If it was natural for women to wear silver spacesuits.....then that's what i would have a desire to wear. Because clothes are really irrelevant. It's the expression of something internal. It's the expression of a type of energy that exists in my psyche. People who think i'm a freak are just ignorant to what i'm dealing with. They're not stupid.....they're just ignorant the way i'm ignorant on the subject of how a car engine works. And most people are not very curious....they assume they already understand something when they have no idea.

9/8/2012 8:41:24 AM: Saw a large 6'5' transvestite last night. Unmistakebly a guy. Talk about cognitive dissonance. You gotta have balls to walk around like that in the bible belt. I saw a little girl staring at him.....hahah...she knew something was horribly wrong. Good for him though, just be yourself. Do what thou wilt.

9/6/2012 10:45:26 PM: The transvestite gets no love.