7/28/2009 4:42:50 PM: we just got back from vacation... It was marvelous... we got to relearn each other and spent every second together without anyone else of significance bothering us... Im tryin to incorporate my experiment to my sunburn though lol... so far it still hurts and im horny as heck lol... if anyone wants to now james island sc is a wonderful place

7/8/2009 11:31:38 AM: i dont feel well today ... grr i hate feeling ill... oh well k cera... (probably not spelled right lol)... i wont be on for a couple of days to any of my friends that care

7/8/2009 11:29:42 AM: i was just wanting to share something to any interested people about a website .... i was looking for bdsm 'movies' and found what was suppose to be a free site fetishtube4free.com... they ask for you credit card for age verification and for the $10 monthly fee after the trial period is over ... on this site they say its free and will not charge you account but this is not true they charged my account $49.62 all together as soon as they got my card information i cancelled the membership and was told i would be refunded the charges but was only refunded the $10 ... i have cleared this up and am suppose to be gettin a full credit for the amount charged i just wanted others to know about this so they wouldnt go through the same hassle

7/2/2009 7:38:14 AM: something i believe: i believe that every thing that happens to us in our lives is meant to grow us into the people we are meant to be and that none should be ashamed of his/her past because of that reason...

6/29/2009 9:40:42 AM: well so far so good with my experiment ... it seems that working with your own mind to make changes within yourself works... imagine that lol ... it takes me less time each time to register the pleasure instead of pain... the easiest way is to think of how happy i am making Daddy... I know full well the extent of his sadistic nature .. i know he loves me too much to make me do something that would harm me... i know that just the mere act of violence is part of what he enjoys... knowing that i am pleasing him in ways that i had previously been unable to because of my own fears and hesitations is such pleasure that i become almost weak with extascy... its almost overwhelming to feel such pleasure from the mere act of pleasing Daddy...