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chaoticjoy
| Pan Female, 35, Oregon
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It is interesting that simple silence can feel so sweet...and embracing...and yet so hollow and cold. The only determining factor, being the state of being one finds themselves in. i am a submissive, with a slave heart...i have trained with a strong Master, and participated in a fantastic Lifestyle Community. Though the ebs and flows of life have taken me away from those warm comforting silences, and it is again time to begin to reconnect with fellow like-minded people. Beyond that, who knows what the future holds.
Perhaps one day, perhaps sooner..perhaps later...i will find a kindred Spirit to serve. To tackle life's trials and joys with, to keep His sweet tea glass always full, and to explore every aspect of "kink" that tickles our fancy.
A Master not afraid of taking on the responsibility of having a submissive ((i.e. i truly dislike topping from the bottom because of his lack of self confidence and/or fear of displeasing me)).
A Master who takes as much pleasure in ordering for me, as seeing the twinkle in my eye when he knows he chose something i really enjoyed.
A Master that comforts and strengthens, but also challenges and takes great personal pleasure in me as well, for a large part of my own delight, comes from knowing Sir truly enjoyed me...in whatever way He has chosen.
A Master that enjoys a brat every now and again, and values my life skills, intelligent mind and Adventurous spirit as much as my open mind, erotic nature and desire to please.
Perhaps one day....
Until then...i would greatly enjoy connecting with subbie sisters (and brothers of course) as well O/others.
Shall we?
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