Hello... I am a plus sized woman who is happy with most aspects of my life...family, friends, work...but somethings missing. Looking to fall in love, to be loved. But, who doesn't? Aside from that, sexually, I want to feel cared for, be possessed/owned/coveted/controlled...to be able to give myself completely, mind and body, if only for a little while and be cherished for it. I am a mother, breast cancer survivor (complete with surgery) and a professional. I am very capable. My child comes above all else. I am very emotional, fiercely loyal, truthful, blunt, a lover, a friend, a sexual submissive, a collector of quotes and a people watcher. I have baggage, scars, emptiness, fears, doubt...and have spent too much time and energy on them. That's part of what brought me to BDSM. Here, I started to find myself. I was blessed in the past to have found a wonderful teacher, a master, a couple of not-so-great representatives of this lifestyle and friends. There is so much out there for me to try...