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ViolentDreams
| Pan Female, 28, Derbyshire, United Kingdom
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Victims, ain't we all?
Why am I here? Well, you gotta be somewhere right? So why not here? I'm heavily into d/s and BDSM, I love the whole feel of it, the passion, desire and hunger. I like the dark. I'm not however, heavily into "the scene" I don't like going to munches or dungeons etc, I prefer the fun we can create between ourselves.
Most people piss me off.
I'm playful, aggressive, fiery, stubborn, destructive and head strong. I don't know myself nearly as well as I want to. And I know myself a lot.
Due to the nature of what I do in my working life, I've taken off all the profile bits about what I like when it comes to BDSM, if you wanna know, just ask. Honestly? I probably won't answer because for the past year I just can't be arsed with small talk.
I have a serious D/s relationship with my partner. He's my Wolfie, or as others know him, Ceno. Being his filthy little bitch fucking rocks, he brought me into this world of desire and pain and pleasure and head fucks, and he owns me completely, mind, body and soul. I'll never belong to anyone like I belong to him, he has in a way both saved me and destroyed me...but destruction is erotic ;) He has a way with me, so that even when I feel most shit and torn up, completely lost and like my world is crashing down around me, he can make me feel calmer and better and ready to stand again :) He's an amazing dominant, and "gets" what it is all about so accurately. He has taught me loads and I'm always learning more from him, heh I have a great teacher, so yeah I'm pretty great myself :p
Okay enough mushy crap *grins*. I'm stubborn. REALLY stubborn. Along with angry, defiant, strong willed and kinda aggressive. But I'm also sweet, introverted, messy, loyal and hungry...for everything. There's no such thing as enough, I always want more.
I crave the extreme. I crave that feeling of intense, it makes me feel alive, and I like to feel alive. Mostly. I don't like to just accept things the way they are, I always like to know why, and explore stuff, that's how we learn :) And learning is fun didn't ya know.
D/s is about desire. It's about getting what you want. It's dark, primal, brutal. I don't like rules, I never have and I never will, and having rules in BDSM just kinda sucks the fun and instense raw hungry desire out of it for me and well...that's kinda why I crave this lifestyle so much, for the hunger...we make our own rules and that suits us fine.
ViolentDreams on IC and
Fayth (Twisted Little Fuck)
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9/29/2011 1:17:24 AM: has moved on to the next stage of life....butterfly? Or moth?
7/21/2011 7:27:35 AM: The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care, fool =)
Playing with my sub side a lot lately. Hate it yet crave it and want it, bad. Get glimpses of my dominant side, wanting to come out yet...it is so easily pushed back down these recent days, in order to quench my thirst for that darker sub side of me. Which hardly anyone gets to experience or see coz usually when I think of submission in relation to most other people this wave of aggression and defiance and 'fuck you, I won't do what ya tell me' comes out. And that's not my brat side. That's my 'I'm not a fucking submissive' side. Except lately I've horrified that side of me and...I kinda like it =)
1/15/2010 1:55:24 PM: New blog address: www.breakthehead.blogspot.com
9/18/2009 1:09:08 PM: Games games games...I like games. I mean I never used to like games like I like games now...I used to be a play-one-game-if-I-can-be-arsed-for-aggges kinda girl, now I'm more a I-need-a-game-to-play-and-I-need-it-now kinda girl. I blame Ceno tbh. He likes games. And it's lots of types of games that I like! MMORPG's, pc games, card games, fun head fuck games, kinky deviant sex games....you name it I wanna play it. So yeah, I like games right now!
1/13/2009 9:49:56 AM: Okay a small thing...please don't send me friend invitations if i have never spoken to you before lol...otherwise it just gets a bit too confuddling for me. Thanks!
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