6/24/2009 12:28:57 PM: Update:  With the help of a wonderful friend. I have started exploring my switch side.  I am greatly enjoying this process.  At the moment I believe myself to truly be a switch.  Because I loving both sides of the coin...giving up control and trusting my partner to protect me as well as push my limits both emotionally and physically and...having my partner trust me to do the same.