Had a person talk to someone I was considering, the person I was considering started talking to this other person who duped hiding to  serving him saying I want a sub I was considering to give him head, if this were the case I would tell him not have someone else deliver my demands , The sub was duped twice. Disgusting behavior. I deliver my demands personally,  I had not ever played with the sub. Why would I give him away? 

To clarify why I am mostly interested in local convient men at this time. Due to family matters, I cannot commit to any plans beyond an evening , I wish to be fair to bottoms, no I do not wish you to relocate  I want a convient toy boy I can objectify sexually,  I can play with and send away

This site is desperately low on Domme. I am overwhelmed,  As far as what I am looking for it is a a local submissive male, I do not drive, nor can I host, life has  been taxing. Serious illness in my family has made this lifestyle difficult, I miss it so much. 

Been thi king of what I want, I am not quite the Same Domme I was 6 years ago, I left the lifestyle due to a series of tragic events, still not through them all, but I Want a nsa relationship  were I can objectify a man , using him as a toy to play with in sexual ways including riding him.hacing him serve me as a human dildo. 

I have been away from the lifestyle, life got in the way, now I want to put my toe back in the water