I am an owned slave girl, a female animal, and not looking for any new relationships. The Owners are Mistress Francien and Master Harold, known at the site collarspace.com as Hafra. They offered me their collar and marks, and this slave is proud to wear them. The new Owners marked the slave with a brand, 2 tattoos and gave it several additional piercings.

Since May 2011 it has a split clit-hood and a huge clit ring. It is shaven bald and wears a nose ring too. Last year the Owners enlarged the udders of the slave from a C75 to a nice D75. In April 2011 the slave signed its latest slave contract. slave is very happy with that contract. The portrait picture in my profile is one my last normal pictures. The photograph was taken long before my slavery with these Owners.

I am a bisexual slave girl, at this moment 43 years old and completely into rubber clothing. I am trained as rubber pony girl, schoolgirl and maid (among others, my ex-owners loved roleplaying). I also love age play. More and more I realize I am a slave, a born slave. I need the dominance, the strict rules, the Owners, the fetish, the torture and pain... That is what my life must be ...

I am often asked how I became a slave. It happened long ago. If you would like to know more details perhaps we can chat one day. You see my story is a long story. I really don’t know when I first became a slave. Looking back, perhaps it started in childhood, where I suffered unspeakable abuse at the hands of those I most trusted. I married. My husband introduced me to rubber clothing and a bit of bondage From that moment on I was hooked. I realized I needed a Master. Actually I think I was more a lesbian. I want and need a Mistress also. I divorced, because my husband couldn't give me the level of dominance and strict rules as I needed.

I met my first Owners and spent a period as their "call in" slave. That meant, I visited them at least weekly. Yet they took over control of my life, They decided the clothes I had to wear, what I would eat, how and when I would use the bathroom and when I had to come over fora visit. They bought me a Neosteel chastity belt and very effectively trained me as a slave. In a few years I learned how to behave as a slave, all without living in.

The relationship grew to live-in status. I lived for about 4 years, from 2004 till December 2008 with my ex-Owners. They trained me to a 24/7 TPE slave girl. They established restrictions on just about everything: Eye contact, speaking, the use of bathroom, meals and drinks, clothing, walking upright. Often I had to crawl. I was under the total control by my ex- Owners and could only do what they permitted.

Ex-Mistress is an enormous fetishist, She enjoyed turning Her slave girl into a rubber doll, a schoolgirl, rubber baby, a pony girl etc.. She dressed the slave in rubber, leather, corsets, high heels, chastity belts and diapers. She used the power of restraints to objectify the slave and mold the slave into a toy. The slave became the personal maid of the ex-Mistress.

The slave was also used by the Master. He used the slave girl for His sexual pleasure. He trained the slave to be a masochist. He was a very sadistic Master, Whips, canes, needles, clamps, electrical torture and BDSM were the norm. He applied metal chains and cuffs and stored me in the cellar. The slave girl also had to work for Him as an escort girl for some of His business companions. Sexy and in nice clothes. Sometimes even in a rubber dress. But always stylish.

One day They offered me the 24/7 TPE position at their house and I gladly accepted. I had thought I had been well trained before. I had little idea of the intensity that awaited me. The real training started when I became a live-in.

I stayed for some years with them. I lived with my ex-Owners on a farm in the North of the Netherlands. On that farm I was confined in the cellar or in one of several cages. I also stayed in the stables when I was dressed like a pony. My ex-Owners were very strict and tried to achieve 24/7 TPE slavery. I was just what I wanted --- but as it turned out not totally prepared for just then.

We were all very fetish oriented. Rubber, leather, straightjackets. I also had to wear a chastity belt (Neosteel). The slave girl was marked twice with a branding. I was complete satisfied with the slavery situation. But that changed in December 2008.

They tried to get me at a higher level of slavery than I was mentally prepared for at that time. It was December 2008 . The new slave contract I was given that Christmas was too extreme for me. They wanted me to undergo complete body modification, including breasts, clit, voice and markings They told me about the modification and mentioned there was also be a possibility to I would be sold to a new Owner. They revealed that someone (a foreigner) was interested in this slave and wanted to transform it into a complete pony, without a voice. Sadly this was too shocking for me at my limited stage of development. Not ready for total ownership and more extreme slavery I left those Owners . It was a weak moment for me and started a dark and terrible period in my life!

I was still the owner of my house, so I could get back there. But I wasn't capable of caring for myself independently any longer. My ex-boss, a director of the company I used to work for was wonderful to me. He took me back as his secretary, and he escorted me. He knew I was into BDSM. Although he is very vanilla, he helped me. He acted as my Master (Lord) for the time being. Through him I met my present Owners. Things have changed over the years and I am now better able to accept my place.

In my time with him, he helped me find a new dominant Couple. I visited Them several times , and we clicked. We did some role play, some sex, and a lot of discussions. In April/May of 2009 we decided to give slavery a chance. First I served Them on a part time basis, but They controlled me and called me if They want me to use. When I was with Them I was in 24/7 TPE slavery..

My slavery grew. In about September 2009, I became their full-time live in 24/7 TPE slave. Complete slavery, They built a cell for me in which I still live. I spend my time in that cell chained to the wall, naked and alone. The hair on my head is now completely shaven. I have a nose ring and numerous piercings. I am past the point of being able to live in the vanilla world.

So, I am not looking for a new trainer or Master anymore. I have grown as a slave and I am completely satisfied with my place.

(the portrait picture in my profile is my last picture with hair, this one is taken short before my slavery with these Owners, the first picture is old.)

interests  and trained into: 
*Maid training
*Corset and figure training
*Bondage and rigging
*rubber pony play
*objectification / bimbofication
*sensory deprivation
*rubber servitude
*anal training
*conditioning
*erotic pain
*humiliation
*fetish training
*lifestyle spanking
*visualization
*chains and very heavy (dark ages) chains and cuffs
*chastity (neosteel belt)
*whips and cane
*bullwhip
*rubberdoll
*baby and age training

* animal (dog)

* watersports and more, toilet training

* Modifications