6/18/2009 2:15:09 PM: Wow. I decided to finally update my profile. But since this is a special account for me, I will be creating a new user name with my updated profile. Broadway10JQKA

3/8/2008 11:31:16 PM: To my Dom:Thank you for updating your profile to something only you and I will understand. I understand now, that I am in fact very special to you, and that you meant every word of it. Thank you also, for giving me more details about you and your friend. I feel very confident now, that your heart does belong with me and I will patiently wait until the time comes, where your heart will belong to me. As far as I'm concerned, you know that I belong to you in every way imaginable...Your Girl...

3/8/2008 11:30:55 PM: First and foremost. To all the Dom's out there who have given me many solid advices about my situation with my Dom, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.Without your guidance, I would've given up on my wonderful Dom completely and may have moved on, not taking the risk or the chances to be with someone that I truly want to be with and belong and submit to.I have made up with my Dom since my second to the last journal entry. Although I have not seen him in person since the incident, I will be seeing him shortly, which I know I will be able to make it up to him in many different ways.I am however, still looking for an online Dom, for Play ONLY. However, the only way for me to consider even only for online purposes, I would still like to spend some time getting to know one another before anything gets conducted over cam or via IM. Please do not IM me and disrespect me by telling me to turn my cam on right away, or by commanding me to do certain things.Just like in real life, I will only playfully submit to an online Dom, if I feel comfortable enough to do so.Also, being that I am owned, please do not take this seriously, where you think you will be able to meet me in real life. No matter how good or great our online sessions can be, I will never meet you or anybody else for that matter. If this seems to be an ideal situation for you, please feel free to contact me.My heart does belong to my Dom and I will only truly serve him.

3/4/2008 7:33:43 PM: I got into an argument with my D tonight... really sucks. It was really one sided. Me being immature got my D really upset. I said some mean things. I was a brat. I wish I didn't say the things I said. It makes me feel as if the relationship got tainted because of my foolishness.It makes it seem that the trust is gone. I said so many times how I trust him, but it feels like I broke his trust...Anyone have any suggestions to an immature, foolish girl? I am very new at this... and I am completely lost.

2/27/2008 10:16:25 AM: The more and more time I spend with my D, I feel so loved and cared for. If I were to die right now, I would die a very happy woman. I just wanted to say to my D how much I appreciate his kindness and effort in making me discover who I am, taking me to places, (emotionally, mentally, and physically) that I've never been to before, and ultimately, showing me the affection and tenderness that I have never experienced in my life.I really hope and that our relationship will be a long, amazing, and fullfilling journey :)Because for you, I would do everything... and anything that will make you happy in every way that is humanly imaginable.Although I can't compare you to anyone, nor would I ever compare. Thank you for being an amazing Dom, and an awesome, caring friend. I am so happy... that we found each other.