2/1/2008 5:35:23 AM: "i'm still so in love with your Papa's brain." this is often said by my Mom about my Papa.he is many things besides highly intelligent. handsome, fit and most important, a natural Dominant Male.  born with it and can't be anything but.  it's not an act. simply true and real to the core. in his heart, in his soul and yes in his mind.i seek this.  not afraid to do the things men used to never hesitate doing.  in return i will give things that women used to never hesitate doing.  the way my Great Grandparents, Grandparents and Parents have done.  it's what i know and it's what i will give.  i pity the women today donned with the entitlement philosphy and Feminist mentality.  surely they win each individual argument with their spouse, but how they've lost.  don't even realize how crippled they've become.return to the days of old.  this is what i seek.subgirlk

12/27/2007 3:38:46 AM: 12/27/07 how i love to read and often re-read books, especially those that blow my mind. truly a gift given to me from parents who read to me for hours and encouraged reading on my own. oftentimes i escape, i venture, to another place. my first introduction to any form of BDSM that was 'suggested' reading was the 'Story of O'. shocked, horrified, aroused, shortness of breath, intrigued, awed, first time insomnia, consumed with curiosity, challenged. re-read this a couple times. now for the 2nd time 'the story of M'. related so much to missa and the feelings she describes with each new or repeated experience with her Master that i don't doubt she exists. the courage she can tap into, deep within her and the sweet reward coming from her Master's approval and pride that must only come from being a beautiful, obedient slave..centers in her mind first, the rest seems to follow.