9/4/2007 7:43:18 PM: On this journey we call life, wouldn't it be wonderful to find someone to guide the way?  Someone to hold your hand when you stumble, to brush the dirt from your knees when you fall and whisper words of encouragement in your ear to get you back on your feet again?  Someone to hold you when the darkness comes calling.   Someone who knows you inside and out.  Someone who knows your wants, needs and desires even better than you know them yourself.  Someone who understands you even in the silence....a look, a touch, that smile that says more than any spoken word ever could. You Just Did!

9/1/2007 6:25:57 PM: 'You do not want to be respected,' I said. 'You want to be cherished, treasured, handled, abused, mastered, owned, subdued, forced to serve and love.' She was silent.

8/28/2007 8:20:51 PM: In the dark, alone, in half sleep, she let the tension leave her body. As she let herself relax she could hear the flood between her legs and feel the warmth of it spread against her thighs. As her diaper began to fill, she put her thumb in her mouth, almost unconsciously and without thought. As she gently pulled and released the digit between her lips, she felt her eyes begin to fill with tears. What she needed more than all of this was simply to be held. I desire a woman to be sophisticated , funny , warmly sensual, all the normal wonderful attributes, but occasionally desires to be diapered, wether it be for bed , or the day. she enjoys finding herself wet in the morning, as much as he enjoys her finding her wet, to look across the table at a dinner function, and realizing by the sparkle in her eye that she would be diapered that evening when they got home. I feel balance is truly as important as honesty in any relationship. be it a so called normal, or should I say conventional?, or a relationship as complicated as we seek. our desires are so far outside the norm that sometimes , others like us tend to go too far w/ their desires, i.e.; diapers/ regression/ role-play 24/7. there has to be a balance between ones professional, social, , emotional, and sexual relationships. both partners must establish what is important to them and how often and where to practice these deeply rooted desires. I believe that it should be explored between the two individuals in an extremely private and intimate setting, and only after a strong trust has been established. public exposure, although craved by some, is definitely out of the loop for myself. I feel it should be kept between myself and my future partner, in the confines of our home. notice I said OUR. I believe that the intimacy of this type of relationship, tends to run much deeper than a conventional relationship, thus growing a much stronger bond. one that will hopefully endure. like yourself I seek someone who can and would be as worthy of my intimacy and trust as I theirs. it would be for extremely special occasions, or if she saw that the every day responsibilities were taking their toll, a way for her to relax. does it happen every day? weekends? I don't know, how often do you feel the need to be nurtured? do you find it erotic for a man to diaper you? it comes down to special balance. I work in a high stress environment, and I enjoy seeing her this way.

8/20/2007 4:58:52 AM: Two Made One And it was written that He would be soft    of voice and kind of smile... Forgiving and loving, caring and tending to her needs, wants, and desires... Warm and gentle, He would give to her of    Himself, showing her the Way... His Way, forsaking all Others, the One to whom    she belonged, heart and body, mind and soul... He would soothe, with open hand, the pains    and bruises of her life... Tending the Garden of Roses of her being, bequeathed    to Him with Collar worn...   And it was written that she would be warm    of heart and tender of soul... Kneeling at His feet to surrender herself to His    every wish... Soft and supple, she would give to Him of    herself, accepting and following the Way... His Way, forsaking all Others, the One to whom    she belonged, heart and body, mind and soul... She would see, with open eyes, her nature,    the fact of her submission... And embrace her own self willingly and    with open arms, giving to Him her Garden... And accepting His Collar alone,    she would know His happiness...   This is Written... Never undone... Know these things for Truth...   And it was written that He would be strong    of will, and Master first, of Himself... Strong in His faith and belief that He alone    controlled her destiny... Accepting of His charge to maintain the Love and    trust so willingly placed at His feet... Gently, tenderly guiding her on the Path He has    chosen, praising her every step... His affection the fuel for the raging inferno    of her desire to please... His touch, His words, His smile the only    reward she seeks...   And it was written that she would be humble    yet proud of her place at His feet... Gladly following in His footsteps, the warmth of    His shadow falling upon her every moment... Eyes downcast, she would see the reflection of His    smile as His words of soft praise filled her mind... Meek and mild, gentle as a lamb, she would feel the    radiance of His Love wash over her soul... Seeking only His praise, she would bend and sway    with the Winds of Fate, chosen by Him... Striving to grow and change, flourishing in His guidance, accepting His commands, she will sprout wings and fly... His touch the joy that gives her flight    His breath the wind upon which she soars...   This is Written... Never undone... Know these things for Truth...   And it was written that He would not    be blind to her faults and failings... Forever honest in His desire to shape    her to His own Perfection... He would be iron of will and unbreakable    of purpose, clad in His resolve... Steadfast, never wavering in His conviction    He would close His fist in admonishment... His punishment swift and severe, He    closes His own pain away... His tears forever unshed as He wails within His    heart at her cries rending the silence asunder...   And it was written that she would forever    seek to please and obey Him... Consumed by her purpose, always to grow    and change at His direction... Honest with herself, and most of all with Him,    she would know and admit of her failures... Seeking not to avoid His retribution, she would    instead accept and cherish His gift... Never to slip into despair, she would know and    be aware of His hurt, hundredfold of her own... Begging on bended knees His forgiveness, she    would willingly, yea, even eagerly, accept His correction... Shedding her tears, crying out her pain and anguish, she would feel His loving touch in every stroke of the whip...   This is Written... Never undone... Know these things for Truth..   And it was written that He would be wise    and intelligent, knowledgeable in the ways of the world... Forever seeking to grow and learn    maintaining His trust and responsibility... Granting to her the answers she seeks    always curious to learn... He would foremost forever seek to learn    about Himself, His wants and needs... He would listen, and seek the answers to His    own questions, learning how best to care for her... Given freely, of herself, to His care, belonging    to Him, He would know all of her, as well...   And it was written that she would be forever    curious and innocent, in the manner of a child... To grow and learn, she would be    unafraid to ask questions of Him... Secure in her belief and strong in her faith    that He, her Lord, would answer... Truthfully and willingly granting to her that    most sought-after of prizes: the prize of Knowledge... In her devotion, she would seek to learn    of Him, His every desire her very life... Quick to ask of His wants and needs    she would listen and dutifully obey... Forever learning anew of Him and herself    her curiosity unbounded, never ceases...   This is Written... Never undone... Know these things for Truth...   And it was written that He would accept    her unto Himself, bound body and soul for Eternity... Giving of His life and Love to her, He would    take her burdens upon His own shoulders... Releasing her so that she might grow    and stand tall, proud to serve Him... And He would know Trust, both    given and received... Forever to be the beginning and the ending,    both the Alpha and the Omega of her soul... He would cherish her for who she is, binding    His Soul to hers, two made One...   And it was written that she would give    herself unto Him, bound body and soul for Eternity... Taking of His life and Love to her, willing giving    herself over to His unbridled bondage... Belonging to Him and Him alone    she would know peace and joy... Finding happiness Eternal in the warmth    and comfort of His arms... Knowing serenity, she would kneel    at His feet with downcast eyes... Accepting the long-desired chains of submission    she would find freedom at last... And she would cherish Him for who He is, binding    her soul to His, two made One...   This is Written... Never undone... Know these things for Truth.