Well educated subsissy in searchof its Female Superior.
i'm professional, well traveled, cultural, easy going and easy on the eye. I have good temper, polite and respectful, funny, at times even charming, . I have a normative vanilla life where I'm manly in my appearance and action, enjoy active sport. Yet, I have a great need for love (yes I said love) within the BDSM lifestyle where my submissive and giving nature is crying out.
In my other side, I'm very submissive by my nature; I'm service oriented and in need to serve and satisfy my beloved Superior, truly enjoy giving and give pleasure. I like romance and regard submitting as one of the most romantic gestures when done the proper way.
I'm very much in contact with my female side, my submissiveness is both emotional mental and physical. I'm not a masochist yet I need and can handle pain and punishment, the way I handle pain is as a gift to my Mistress, I suffer for her, I suffer for her to enjoy, I suffer for her as a sacrifice, I suffer to show her where I wish to go for her. I do not enjoy the pain for itself but what it does for her and us. When feminized I truly feel enhancement of my submission and willingness, showing a softer side in all respects and mostly feel good about it.
I'm well trained in domestic and good at house hold tasks.
I wish for deep commitment, long term.