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darchChylde
| Hetero Male, 38, San Francisco, California
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Hey folks, I'm back (again). At least I hope so, I've found it hard to hop back on the horse after so long absent.
I am now a little bit older and have been knocked around a few more times; but I am still strong and I am still kicking. Most of my experience has been as a submissive; I've done it professionally, casually and in a long term relationship. But now I find myself exploring new grounds. I am in a new relationship with a woman I absolutely love, cherish and adore. You may meet her on here at some time, and at that point I will let her introduce herself to you.
My girl has brought out some very strong dominant urges in me, and she also has me playing with the idea of sadism. We've been experimenting and exploring what D/s means in our relationship and in sex/play. We have found a few surprises and have had a lot of fun.
We are now starting to go public, as I need advice and tips from other dominants and I feel she needs more than my perspective. Tonight (Jan. 8th 2014) is our two month anniversary and we are going to our first munch together.
My connection doesn't allow me to come on very often, but I will do so as I am able; I can't wait for my girl to meet the many friends I have met and recently neglected on here. For those that are interested in friendship, the best place to find me (when I can be more active) is on the boards.
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10/8/2008 9:44:45 PM: Wow, it's been over two years since i've met
Ma'am; and i've been absolutely and unmistakably Hers' for nearly the entire
time.
I've been collared by Her for over 6 months now
(though sadly, the collar itself did not enjoy a very healthy lifespan; actually
falling apart while later watching the same movie that She and i were watching
when She bestowed Her collar upon me... spooky, ain't it? But while the
physical device is temporarily absent, that does not change the truth and
emotion behind it.) and it's made me a horribly happy boy.
Alot has changed in and with the family since i
climbed aboard this long, strange ride that i'm on. i have grown as a man and
as a submissive whilst under Her guidance. And guidance it is, She does not
micromanage or control every little aspect of my life. She has laid out a small
number of simple ground rules and allowed me to make most of my own decision
from there, always sure to be there for me when i need Her support and
advice.
I love Ma'am and the family She has brought me
into; like any family we have our drama and disagreements, but we are always
there for one another. And isn't that what family is really all about? Not
always liking each member, but loving and supporting them. Actually greater
than blood, for this family is one that i have chosen to be with and that counts
for alot with me.
Well, nearly two years of being with Her have
passed; and now we will be moving to Pennsylvania together, where i will be
living with Her and Her Husband/Dominant who i love as i would an older brother
and close friend.
As a submissive and one totally in love with,
devoted to and needy for His Owner; i am counting the days with baited breath,
i'm so fricking eager for the move that i sometimes annoy myself.
As a predominantly solitary and emotionally
distant person, i'm terrified at the thought of spending so much time near and
around someone that i am connected so strongly to and that i can't just walk
away from on my own whim.
i'll be starting a new life, different from
anything i've ever known before. Living north of the Mason/Dixon for the first
time in my life in a place that actually have all four seasons along with the
weather associated with them.
So... i just felt the need to update a little;
sorry for the rambling nature of this little slice of life. So much going on in
my life, and so many different emotions within about all of it. i'm a new
person, about to enter a new life; let's see if i'm up to the challenge.
At least this time i won't have to do it alone.
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