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littleonyx
| Hetero Female, 32, Austin, Texas
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Sometimes it takes a few life-changing events to find one's self. I am content, and I have peace. I'm not looking for anything besides friendship.
Day by day I move, I breathe, I transform, I become...I, simply, AM. I am, in essence, onyx. A precious gem that is full of beauty, abyssal in soul, and shines brightly in the love for submission when caught in sweet light.
I am a poetess, a storyteller, a writer, a student, a teacher, a wife (yes, you read that correctly), a mother, a talker, a listener, a reader, a thinker, a comedian, a counselor, and so much more.
I've known since I was a child that there was something different about me; my need to please and to have approval was generally always clearer than my own thoughts and feelings. But the needs that are deep within me, along with my past behaviors, were that of a female with a need to serve and submit.
Before you approach me, I would highly recommend reading my profile and journal entries; it could actually save us a lot of time. I find intelligence to be sexy and I also have an affinity for humor--if you can make me laugh, and I can make you laugh, then we'll get along splendidly.
And yes, I do have yahoo...but don't use it for people I don't know or people I have just met. So please...don't ask for my information and please, don't offer yours.
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4/27/2013 7:02:26 AM: Sometimes you learn from the people that hurt you the most. You learn about YOURSELF.
1/23/2013 5:00:08 AM: Trying hard now It's so hard now Trying hard now Getting strong now Won't be long now Getting strong now Gonna fly now Flying high now Gonna fly, fly, fly...
11/20/2012 1:58:40 PM: 'He completes me.'
'Without him my life is nothing.'
'I don't know what I'd do without him.'
'He makes me whole.'
So many times I've depended on others to make my life complete. I've depended on others to make me whole. I've depended on others to make me happy, to present me with a fairytale life.
But if I can't be a whole person by myself, then I'm no use to anyone else. I've got to fix whatever is broken in ME first. A cracked, damaged pot is in no condition to receive the decoration from the artist. Only a smooth, whole, strong vessel can handle whatever the artist and owner puts into it.
Sometimes it takes the pot being broken, ground, mixed with water, and reformed and fired before it's ready for use...and service.
8/15/2012 10:57:51 AM: I am not my hair. I am more than my skin. I extend past my pussy.
I have a brain...and a working one, at that. We can discuss the Socioeconomic Status (SES), social theory, or the majority/minority argument based on race, numbers, and income (don't confuse that with wealth). We can discuss anything.
Yes, I show pictures of myself, because I'm in love with life and don't mind sharing my extroverted, kinky, submissive, exhibitionist personality with the world. But there's SO much more to me...
What is there to YOU?
8/14/2012 8:44:04 AM: Wow...after a kid misbehaved and I told his mom, she told him to give me a hug and say he was sorry (I'm like, 'Lady, I do NOT want your kid to come near me...')...he tells her no, and that he doesn't want to give a BLACK PERSON a hug. Wow. Speechless.
She said she didn't know why he'd said that and asked him why...he touched his head on the desk and went to crying so he didn't have to answer her. She apologized to me...told him to tell me he was sorry (which he didn't). I know how to keep my cool, because I know he has certain behavioral/developmental issues. But that's NO excuse for racism in a six year old. It hurts my heart, too...not because of what he said, but because he--a CHILD, an innocent--has been subjected to it enough for him to say it. I fear for his future.
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