TGBrenda

This morning I am 207.6 ... I will continue to push. I will make it to 205 by the end of the month.

I will make it to 195 by the end of July and 185 to 190 by the end of the year.

I am a sissy, I am a girl, I will look pretty and sexy. 

I have dresses to get into and I will wear them.

Who will lift up my skirt?

Finally down slightly below 210... 209.5 or so.

Lookin forward to losing more this week. Feeling good.

Feeling awful (physicallY) COVID? Not COVID? 

Ughh 

I was encourage, no ordered to get rid of the remaining 3 pairs of my male underwear.

I thought about cutting them up to symbolically emasculate myself.

I ended up putting my foot into the leg and ripping them apart. 

It was very satisfying doing it that way. Voluntarily and viscerally eliminating another part of my "manhood'

I am working extremely hard on my body. If I am to be a girl, I want to be as shapely and sexy as possible.

I love love love to dress sexy. High heels, corsets, latex, satin, frilly panties.

Feeling especially girly today. 

I really never feel male. When I masturbate, I always dream of being dominated by a male which is strange as I am not attracted to men. I never see a man on the street and want to fuck him or be fucked by him. It is only in my imagination. I do see women and am attracted to them but mostly want to be them.

I am not religious but Easter, Spring, The Equinox is about renewal and rebirth. 

I will slip into my most springlike dress , shoes and even do makeup for this years renewal.

Photos will be made available here.

Brenda

My female clothes far outnumber the ones that I still use to present as a "male",

I was told by a dominant that I should have listened to that I would be happier and healthier as a female.

He was correct.

Glad spring is here and my workout routine will change. I want to be sexy slim and feminine.

I ordered 3 new tight fitting turtleneck tops from Amazon. THey are long line so should look good with jeans. I will start wearing them whether I am in male or female mode.

Jadeblue, black and a berry color.

I can't wait to wear them.