It is my nature to guide a woman and to control her. This is not about sex, it is about some kind of special relationship that is defined by a clear distribution of roles. Maybe you can describe it as old-fashioned relationship, but with some aspects that are more about bdsm, slavery and control. I want a very serious kind of arrangement. If she is ready to submit completely, I will marry her.
For this kind of relationship I am seeking a very special type of women. I prefer a woman who is shy, introverted and doesnt like to make decisions. The relationship with me should be the most important thing to her. Thats about the character part.
Now the bdsm part.
I am enjoying humiliation, degradation, spankings, bondage, latex, whippings, very kinky sex and many things more.
I want to fully integrate her into my life and daily routine. There will be strict rules, many rituals and also immediate punishments when she breaks a rule. Her duties are to fullfil my needs in every way. This includes also serving me, doing housework, cooking and so on. I want to control the way she behaves, her appearance and even her orgasms. I want her to be mostly isolated at home and doesnt have an own social life. Over time she will get more and more dependent on me and maybe develops some kind of addiction. I am enjoying this, so I am definitely not looking for someone normal or someone who is playing bdsm games from time to time to spice up life.