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Hetero Female Submissive, 32,  Rapid City, South Dakota
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The1LilFuchsbau

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Im not sure what i seek.. What i know, i have a diaper fetish and ive been a submissive and seeking a Daddy DomDomMaster for as long as i can remember. Ive pretty well given up any search..given up on here and other BDSM dating sites...

I do not seek just a hook up, tho im not dead set on a relationship. If that happens - awesome. Im a sucker for monogamy, it turns me on and i adore the joy of belonging to someone but.. not a must.

I do seek friendship, a connection, a bond. Honesty, communication, upfront expectations and effort! Actions back words. Be real and legit..with myself as well as yourself.. No games. I dont like my time wasted and i certainly will show respect for your time- please show me the same.

I do work a lot, a lot. I pay my bills and support myself. Im sorry that does not leave me with a lot of free time, but it can be worked with and around.. I love gaming, im really in to watching Gotham right now. I have gained some weight but im hoping to work on that this summer.. It would be great to find someone who wants to go hiking and exploring the black hills together )

I live 45 min from Rapid City but listed it as where im locates as i need a little privacy due to my job..

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 The1LilFuchsbau

 Submissive Female

 Rapid City 

 South Dakota

 Willing to Relocate

 5' 4"

 240 lbs

 32

 Hetero

 Caucasian

 10/05/17

 

Actively Seeking:

Dominant male

Friends

 Lives For:

 Horror Movies

 Occultism

 Lifestyle BDSM

 Heavy Metal Music

 Loves:

 Anal Play

 Diapers

 Hair Pulling

 True Crime

 Cooking

 Likes:

 Corner Time

 Sensation Play

 Spanking

 Curious About:

 Vacuum Stimulation

 1950s Lifestyle

 Hard Limits:

 Cuck Options

 Polyamory

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Journal Entries:
8/4/2022 11:35:24 PM

Allie X - B*tch

Music worth jamming to ✌️

 


7/17/2022 1:10:11 AM

Hope is for laying in bed late at night..looking up at the moon with your heart full of a disconsolate longing for which, the only bandaid is hope.  Hope, wish, imagine, so that you might feel some small shred of comfort..just  ..barely enough. The relief in your heart lulls you to the sweet escape of cherry picked dreams.. that always prove to be far more fleeting than what you need but it's what you get ... And as the sun assaults your peace and rouses you from all that you hang on to ..thinking on through your day ...just a day of fighting forward away... Can you feel the strain in my sway while I hold my arms crossed and focus on..all that keeps me going..Hopes with no promise of staying.. 


7/3/2022 5:15:51 AM

I've lived in SD for two years now and love where I live.  You just have to understand..Ive made peace with accepting it's not likely I will find what I seek. Not in the REAL WORLD. Everyone can have their fantasy imaginary games..  I don't want to play make believe. I wanted the dynamic and power exchange and all that comes with it. On easy days and hard days. Fun times or not so fun times. I wanted to live it. I met a Dom from on here who..wasn't any more real than anyone else.  I give. No more. It doesn't exist. No one proves anything and resents you ask them to too.  Like that's not kind of sketchy af....?! No folks get indignant. Psh. What about me. What about how many of you have played me for a fool or taken me for a ride.. Nahhh... Peace.


3/31/2018 11:23:06 PM
Thinking of having shorter hair for once.. now that there’s a bit less of me?? Hmmmm

3/22/2018 2:13:25 AM
As much as I feel wary of letting someone in.. there's nothing I crave more than physical touch right now :( what's wrong with me...

3/17/2018 3:52:04 AM
Slowly starting to feel more and more like myself. I have lots of free time so, please let me know if you're interested in meeting and hanging out!! Also exciting news: I've lost enough weight, no more special stores for decent clothing.. #ihadadream #livingthedream #ieatsmarter From sz 26 pants to sz 14 ;)

2/13/2018 12:34:44 AM
Lost.. ..letting someone in as daddy is so deep and personal and meaningful. I don't feel like I can keep doing it. :'( when things end, as they always do..I lose a little partbof myself.. but to not be little is denying my nature. It might be worth it if I can spare myself that sort of heartache :/ idk what to think anymore.

2/6/2018 1:36:51 PM
I work at a gas station in northern Iowa, think you can find me? If you ever run in to me, ask me how my garden's growing. Then I'll know ;)

2/6/2018 12:34:11 AM
One of the last things my abuser said to me was "No one will love you once they find out how broken you are" .. crushingly true.

1/5/2018 3:05:49 PM
Fact: Listening to Dio will always, ALWAYS cheer you up <3

1/2/2018 3:04:16 AM
If I were to be honest.. it still makes my heart hurt now and then thinking about how I am more for passing time than anything else.

12/26/2017 11:57:50 AM
Holidays kept me overly busy, I'll be around finally again tonight..

12/22/2017 1:24:30 AM
I carry so much guilt and shame over hurting people before I started therapy. I was never in a good or stable place because I couldn't think. Which kept me overwhelmed and on edge. I hated it and I couldn't stop it. Now that I can, it makes me cringe so hard. Another good reason why I can't see dating anyone. I've hurt and I've been hurt.. I don't live in the past, and that's not who I am anymore. I can't grow and become a better person if I can't learn to live here and now. And each day moving forward.. if you're someone I've hurt.. I'm so, so very sorry 😩😢😢

12/16/2017 1:26:48 AM
Lol some of the people on here.. Seriously.

12/10/2017 8:01:39 PM
I started therapy nearly a month ago, and I don't know.  More often it leaves me feeling  torn up and fragile... I hate acknowledging what I've been through.  I felt optimistic last week, and this week I feel like.. eh. What does talking about things really resolve? Done, over with, and how anything has ever made me feel makes no difference because it doesn't factor in or change anything.  What's the point.  I just feel torn..

11/30/2017 1:45:03 AM
I jus have to get over feeling lonely and missing having a daddy 😢 easy for him, should be easy for me.

10/28/2017 11:49:04 PM
I just want to be happy and not so lonely all the time.. How difficult is that? :/

10/28/2017 12:43:22 AM
Diapered in bed with my stuffie and snuggle blankie. Alks I need is a Daddy...

10/7/2017 10:39:04 PM
My life feels like chaos without someone in charge of me :'(

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