Hi, Like my name says Im pretty soft spoken and shy. Im very much a people pleaser. Low self esteem. I guess you could say Im weak and easy to manipulate. For whatever reason I have a very real craving for humiliation and degradation and its something Im completely helpless to. While there is a part of me that hates being treated that way, theres also a part of me that needs it. I hate feeling vulnerable. I dont really understand it. Im kind of new to this. When someone talks down to me I feel completely helpless to resist and will basically do whatever they want to keep their attention regardless of who it is. ive always been pretty attention starved and I crave it now.

Im not one for playing 20 questions about every little thing