3/28/2016 1:54:45 PM:     I a tired, worn out, and barely handing in there.

1/13/2016 8:53:58 PM: 1-13-16; Weds.     The dissolving.  So many hurts.  Such mistrust.  I hit my limit and took my submission back.  I don’t even know how to be in a relationship that doesn’t have a BDSM component to it.  I made a stand for myself, though.  I might have a Dominant side; however, my core relationship has always included me as a submissive.  The only time my “Dominant boots” came out is if I needed protection.  After years of trying and trying to make things work, I hit my limit of bull shit.  I was even aware I was so close to my limit until it was blown wide open.     It has occurred to me that I trust my dogs and cats.  I hate so very much that it has come to this; however, that does not change the fact that it has.   Wicked

9/3/2015 2:43:54 AM: Manners cost nothing: unless you don't have any.Wicked

7/19/2015 4:07:02 PM: We never really know what we are asking...Wicked

6/30/2015 9:17:02 AM:  My Dominant side is, yet, unfulfilled.  I search for a straight, bi, or lesbian female or straight male submissive.  Couples are welcome, as well.  I suspect that my life will not be complete until I find the submissive gift I crave.Wicked