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delectable
| Hetero Female, 20, Orlando, Florida
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hi, i'm nikki and i'm no longer looking at all. I've been taken and will now serve the rest of my life in bliss, serving the One that has seen fit to take me, and appreciated what i truly am. i am blessed for that.
if you want to know a bit more about me; here you are:
I've only been taken advantage of in life and would like to belong to someone who is interested in long term and serious mutual friendship. Being used as a slave or sub is fine, as long as it is complete. I now have an Owner who will be totally dominant, without question. Someone who will make me feel their ownership and power without any problem. Without that it's hard for me to submit truly. When i first talk to you; i want to know what you're interests are beyond this lifestyle and I do want to be friends with someone who is fun and entertaining. my Owner has taken the roll of being completely able to command and control me. I am owned. Because of being owned I will have hope that any dominant or master when i first talk to/meet them will have respect for my Owner, and will not automatically ask me get naked, have sex, or whatever. It's not my decision anyway. You would be going to the wrong person :p. I'm much much more interested in the mental part of bdsm than anything else, but once i'm mentally connected, i am very sexually energetic. I am naturally submissive and also enjoy the sub lifestyle. I enjoy the protocol of being involved in submission and slavery, and it is a turn on to have someone treat me, once i have seen the truth of their dominance, as the sub i am. Honesty is just as important quality in a friend, as in an Owner. The person who has chosen me has chosen me to be Their Slave, and i am now under their complete and total control. i am nothing without them. i am permitted to have friends, and that is what i'm looking for. If you are interested in "stealing me away" or "convincing me you are better" don't worry; there is nothing better than what i've got :). Please dont waste my masters time with such letters. Right now i'm just looking for friends, and hope i find them in the wonderful community of collarme. :)
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5/18/2006 10:40:56 AM: i'm kind of sitting here, sllightly worried, and wishing i wasn't involved in the confusion of the moment. I think something has to be done..
4/3/2006 12:13:04 AM: soooo... now i'm sitting here, having felt my way around the site and seen what a few people are about. I've gotten a lot of messages, and have talked to a few of those people, even meeting some. Some people i feel are only into the sexuality of bdsm, while others are into a complete lifestyle commitment to it. it's interesting seeing the different types of people interested in the lifestyle; the way they define bdsm and the way they live it. I have found a few people that i'm truly interested in; who have really shown me what a Dom can be like, and impressed me with their wit, humor, and kindness. that's it for now i guess... - nikki
3/30/2006 4:19:05 AM: So the past 12 hours have been really wierd. awesome, and wierd. I joined this site for the first time, and met several different people. Quite a few people who weren't, i guess, into being polite or making sense at all. Others were more interesting. Some stood out more than others. I can't really believe that this site has just been sitting here, with me being unaware all this time. It's very easy to navigate and use, and it's already become a sort of hobby to me. I love talking to people; it stimulates my mind so much, and it seems there's no end to that here. Even the wierdo's don't bother me, because they're fun to analyze and listen to as well. Anyway, now i've effectively spent all night chatting and doing different things on this site, so i'm going to go finish some things and probably be back before too soon :p. good stuff.. and surely .. good times to come.. ;)
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